"i like pain incorporated in sex"

those words are from slutstacie and pretty much tell how she feels about pain and rough sex.

one of the things slutstacie is is a pain slut. she loves pain; loves it. one of the series of pics here shows her showing off the bruises i put on her tits. she told me how much she loved looking at the bruises everyday and called them "a reminder of the sweet pain you gave me". she's told me how, after a good assfucking or a gangbang she'll rock back and forth in her chair so she can better feel the burning pain in her ass... the pain of being used.

this is the transcript of a chat slutstacie and i recently had.

M (8:15:27): btw... when I rolled on top of you, you moaned... knew what I was gonna do...

M (8:16:09): love how you relax, roll your hips so your ass is up for me...

M (8:17:52): loved pushing into you slowly... feeling your ass just .... yield... to me... love the way you moan.. how your body feels as I get deeper and deeper into you

M (8:17:56): btw... when I rolled on top of you, you moaned... knew what I was gonna do...

M (8:29:12): loved slowly pushing into you... feeling you -will- your asshole to relax, to open up to me...

M (8:30:19): slowly, deliberately, lazily stroking in and out of you... hearing you moan softly under me...

M (8:31:37): until finally I came then pushed deep into you... we laid there together... my cum deep in your bowels... your asshole still stretched around my cock.... Your cunt no doiubt wet...

M (8:34:14): did you cum when you felt my hot cum in you love? me on top of you, enveloping you... our faces so close, breathing each others breaths... so right... Master & sub, Owner & owned, M & stacie .. man & wife, lover & loved

M (8:42:33): I want that. Want you. Want that life. Want to have you near me, all the time. Want to know I'm going to see you everyday. Want to know your love. Want to see you submit, kneel down, bend over, offer yourself to me. Want to be able to take you at any time, in any way, any where... not just to do the taking, but to see you glow in the giving, glow in the being taken, glow in being used by your Master. just as much baby? I want to be surprised when in the middle of our walk you kneel, unzip my pants and worship my cock, satisfying your own hunger and need... or bend over a strangers car and ask me to please fuck your ass ...

slutstacie (10:17:26): just read (and re-read) the way you fucked my ass this morning, and I LOVE IT. love the way you're laying on top of me, the way i knew what you were going to do and curve my ass up for you, the way i feel the full weight of you as you slowly and lazily fuck my ass. so intimate, so taken, so conscious of the feel of my ass yielding to the pressure of your cock as you push into me, and then the feel of your cock stroking back and forth inside my bowel, feeling your breath on my face, both breathing in unison, hot, heavy, moans escaping my mouth, aware of how wet my cunt is before i cum for your cock inside my ass, the feel of your hot cum inside me, and laying there underneath all your weight as your cock rests deep inside my ass after you've finished

M (10:18:43): mmmm instantly hard, lover

M (10:20:01): yes.... "so intimate"

slutstacie (10:21:29): these words come to mind as i think about how i'd feel during and after you fucking me like that: taken, excited, owned, loved, safe, used, where i belong, intimate, controlled, sated

M (10:22:06): mmm yes... all those sound right

slutstacie (10:22:26): home

M (10:22:27): esp loved...used...

M (10:22:30): yes

slutstacie (10:22:38): yes.

M (10:22:41): "right"

slutstacie (10:22:50): yes

slutstacie (10:23:08): (will you wake me like that many times lover?)

M (10:23:22): yes my love

slutstacie (10:23:39): that's much better than an alarm clock

M (10:24:48): oh yes... wonder what will go through your mind when the thing that wakes you up and the first thing you're aware if is me wetting your asshole with a wet finger??

M (10:27:04): some times, when we're just watching tv....

M (10:28:01): will you suck me hard, then slide your ass or cunt onto me and we just sit like that and watch tv? Maybe I'll feel you clenching your cunt or ass on me .....

M (10:28:50): want so much to be with you... close to you... all the time.... being in you gets me even closet to you

M (10:28:54): Closer

M (10:36:08): guess you're awful busy over there :-( here I am trying to get you hot so you'll want and want to be with me... and you're either working or freaking about being on your knees... or maybe on your knees, who knows....

M (10:36:51): Did bf fuck your ass this weekend? Of has it been awhile since your anal need/hunger has been satisfied?

slutstacie (10:47:02): hi baby, sorry, L was here (hate when she walks in when u have your cock in my ass)

slutstacie (10:47:07): but i also like it ;)

M (10:47:18): :-)

M (10:47:29): with any luck baby?

M (10:48:19): someday she -will- walk in on us when I have my cock in your ass... you bent over your desk, grunting and moaning.... you look up at her....

slutstacie (10:49:33): wonder what will go through your mind when the thing that wakes you up and the first thing you're aware if is me wetting your asshole with a wet finger?.... mmmmm, many things. i'll be wondering what's in store, if its a leisurely ass fuck or something more ?brutal?

M (10:49:53): mmmm "brutal" makes me hard

slutstacie (10:50:13): yeah, and me wet. you like that?

slutstacie (10:50:24): i want (need) you to be brutal with me

M (10:52:18): I know you do baby... I need it too.

M (10:53:07): a little while ago, before the ass fuck....

M (10:54:00): I was picturing you on the bed... me kneeling over you, my legs holding down your arms... and I was...

slutstacie (10:54:48): mmmmm, plunging your cock down my throat?

M (10:54:56): no

slutstacie (10:54:57): fucking my mouth and throat

slutstacie (10:55:01): no?

M (10:55:00): No

slutstacie (10:55:11): hmmmm,

M (11:10:52): (can't stop thinking about shoving my fist into your cunt)

slutstacie (11:14:30): mmmmm, your fist in my cunt. "shoving" - yes M. i want to sit up, pull my knees into my chest and open my cunt for you

slutstacie (11:14:33): give my cunt to you

M (11:14:41): mmmmm

slutstacie (11:14:49): will you punch my cunt with your fist?

M (11:16:11): want me to take it like that before I ever finger, taste, fuck or even see it?

M (11:16:14): mmmmm

slutstacie (11:16:42): don't know

M (11:16:44): do you want me to punch your cunt? To punch you in the cunt?

slutstacie (11:17:12): yes. do you want to?

slutstacie (11:17:50): part of me says yes, i do want that the first time, then other parts not sure

M (11:17:54): yes. Do you want me to punch your cunt just to hurt it or to punch and go into it?

slutstacie (11:18:54): when your fist is inside my cunt, fuck me with ur fist, punch my cunt with ur fist. y aknow?

M (11:19:06): I like the idea (for first time) of spanking you hard (the spanking you still deserve), then bendiing you over, wetting my cock in our cunt, then taking your ass, HARD

M (11:19:30): I know. And okay :-) can't wait

M (11:20:25): you -need- and want a LOT of pain, don't you?

M (11:20:35): more than you thought.

slutstacie (11:20:49): i like that idea too. im also not sure i want to plan it all out. i just kinda want to see what happens, how we are naturlally, ya knwo?

slutstacie (11:21:02): y. but not all the time. i do like thing without pain too :)

M (11:21:33): how's this make you feel, baby? ...."would you like to be tortured?"

M (11:22:21): I know. but I think as you started getting/tasting pain, you realized that you want it much more and much harder than you thought you did...

M (11:25:48): "naturally" .... I know what you mean... But since we'll be coming together for always being apart... I'll be tentative and hold back until you've made it clear where we are, ya know? I can't ?take the chance? of being assertive, taking control, doing what we both think is natural, and then having you pull back or run or lock up or be pissed at me because you weren't ready and I thought you were. didnt come out right but I think you know what i mean

slutstacie (11:29:40): yes, i know what you mean. i'd like to see where we both progress though. and to remember although we've talked and fucked many times, it's still our first time and we need to learn each other ,ya know?

slutstacie (11:30:36): how's this make you feel, baby? ...."would you like to be tortured?" - mmm, the instantly makes me wet. and scared, and excited, and scream to myself YES YES YES i want to be tortured

M (11:33:23): I would like to torture you, my love. Spend an hour, a few hours, a day, a night, a weekend causing you nonMexual (although some of it will be directed at your sex and tits), exquisite, overwhelming pain

M (11:35:53): baby?

slutstacie (11:36:43): all i mean is simply that we don't have a plan, something we want to accomplish sexually. let's start as a man and woman and see where we go. when people fuck for first time/s, they just take it naturally. i almost want to fuck, etc without the pain and stuff we're talking about first, and just progress naturally as we learn each other. ya know?

M (11:36:46): Would you like to come out of a hour/day/weekend bruised, battered, hurting, sore, beaten, exhausted?

M (11:37:14): besides how much I want to do that, I also look forward to then nursing you...

slutstacie (11:37:17): yes. yes. yes. yes

M (11:38:05): you've said that before. and I agree both ways

slutstacie (11:38:03): causing you nonMexual (although some of it will be directed at your sex and tits), exquisite, overwhelming pain - mmmm. love? this -is- sexual. the pain you give me -is- sexual to me.

slutstacie (11:40:13): and just progress naturally as we learn each other. ya know? - will we progress very rapidly? absolutey. we know so many things about each other and what we want, so it'll flow and progress very quickly and naturally, ya know?

M (11:40:49): I know that. but the torture will not be given with the intent of giving you pleasurable pain... the purpose will be to HURT you. To make you hurt, to be scared for your life. To need time to heal. To (with permission and within some limits) harm your body. To make you want to use your safeword, only to realize that there is NO safeword to get out of this

slutstacie (11:41:51): yes. .... baby? no safeword?

M (11:41:58): re progress rapidly - yes, I know. Once we start, we'll be a runaway freight train. Sexually, emotionally, in our partnership, all ways

slutstacie (11:42:14): yes baby.

slutstacie (11:42:29): (that was to progress rapidly - runaway freight train)

M (11:42:30): does that scare you love? no safeword?

slutstacie (11:42:48): oh! i like your hair baby. you did it nicely :) (my sexy baby)

slutstacie (11:43:28): y. and, i wonder why wouldn't have one. i don't think i'd use it. but, almost need to have it if i'm unable to get out of the situation myself physicially, ya know?

M (11:43:41): love? TORTURE. not play, not good pain. TORTURE. you will need to know that this is different, thy you can't make it stop when you want to.

slutstacie (11:44:13): i understand that

M (11:44:20): btw, not Met- on the torture plan, no safeword, etc.... just what hits me as thinking about it

M (11:44:26): want to back out?

slutstacie (11:44:33): back out of what?

M (11:44:44): being tortured at my hand

M (11:46:02): (I suspect, despite the speeding freight train that we're a long way from torture... much pain and learning between here and there)

slutstacie (11:46:07): n. would want a safeword though. a safeword allows me to go far beyond my limits (or what i know to be them). without one, i suspect i'd have ill feelings towards you or something. don't know.

slutstacie (11:46:33): much pain and learning between here and there) - yes. and trust

slutstacie (12:14:21): i want (so much) for you to torture me. i also want no safe word. to be COMPLETELY in your hands with all control in your hands

M (12:14:26): I long to stand next to you

M (12:14:38): mmm. Really love?

slutstacie (12:14:44): :) m2 b. "stand next to you". i like that

slutstacie (12:15:12): yes, i do want that M, to be tortured with no safe word. getting there will take experience w/ each other and learning

slutstacie (12:15:49): i want to give you ALL of me and give you ALL power of me. to be completely in your control with no way out until you say so, even though that's not the purpose of it, but it gets my cunt throbbing

M (12:16:21): yes. much. both a rush to get there, to experience it (the pain, the brutality and the level of trust and commitment) and, no hurry. Much to do between us

M (12:16:51): like making your cunt throb, my love

slutstacie (12:18:29): yes, no hurry is right. the journey to get there will be so full. not even sure that's a "goal", ya know?

M (12:19:58): I know. nice to get there, exciting to see how far we can go.... but still.... don't want to bypass anything just to get there sooner...

slutstacie (12:20:16): oh, that slate top table u sent earlier - wow. i love that

M (12:21:08): yeah? :-) M2. If there was a way, i'd've bought it. You'd look Mo- good tied to it

slutstacie (12:21:37): don't want to bypass anything just to get there sooner... yes, cuz it's not a goal, ya know?

M (12:22:06): yes. something we'd like to try if/when we get there

slutstacie (12:22:34): yeah? M2. If there was a way, i'd've bought it. You'd look Mo- good tied to it - yessss :D :D would LOVE for you to tie me to it

slutstacie (12:26:32): yes. something we'd like to try if/when we get there - baby, i'm not pushing that off or anything. i just don't want it to be a goal, ya know? cuz then maybe too much focus would be on that and we have so much more to enjoy. SOOOO much more. i think one day we may just "find" that we're there, and be pleasantly surprised. ya know?

M (12:26:57): I know what you mean love

M (12:28:53): theres so much for us to do before we're even ready for that... so much pleasure for is to share, so much pain for me to give you, so much submission for you to give to me,

slutstacie (12:30:31): yes. and so much learning and so many experiences.

slutstacie (12:33:57): imagine the sex we'll have after we push each others buttons or have a disagreement :D

M (12:34:11): no kidding!

M (12:35:29): "the couch"? Or was it "in the kitchen"?

slutstacie (12:35:53): mmmm, yes. kitchen :)

slutstacie (12:37:42): i wonder what it'll feel like for you after we have a disagreement and with how strong i am you sometimes feel shut down, and then for you to be able to just come over to me and TAKE me. show me you have control over me, that you OWN me.

M (12:38:01): mmmm indescribeable

M (12:38:58): how will you feel to have been so strong and then to be -taken- with no heed or regard for you... just Me taking what is mine and using it as I see fit

M (12:40:04): the struggle in your head to be strong vs to be owned, to make your holes, your body always available for My use?

slutstacie (12:40:45): im writing that. but i writing that before you asked me whtat it'll feel like for me

M (12:40:57): :-) k

slutstacie (12:41:18): but, think i'm gonna wanna talk it instead. easier, ya know? have writtein a couple paras so far but will talk it in a few at lunch.

M (12:42:36): Ok. Trying to pee with a hard on ;-) need your hand and your mouth. you holding my cock directing my piss into your mouth

slutstacie (12:44:18): mmmmmmm, yes M

M (12:49:53): (I can't wait to wipe your shit off my cock)

M (12:50:45): (or to make you do it)

M (13:57:47): I want you so much stace... you make me crazy with lust, desire, anticipation

M (13:58:58): you also make me feel so wanted and so loved that Im alternately scared, intrigued, in awe of what it will be like to have your full attention

slutstacie (14:11:04): hi baby

M (14:11:10): hi love

slutstacie (14:11:16): mmmmmm, m2 M. said so perfectly

slutstacie (14:12:46): i feel the same way: you make me crazy with lust, desire, anticipation...ou also make me feel so wanted and so loved that Im alternately scared, intrigued, in awe of what it will be like to have you full time

M (14:15:37): Did bf fuck your ass this weekend? Or has it been a while since your anal need/hunger has been fed?

slutstacie (14:16:06): no, he didn't. cunt only

M (14:16:17): and mouth ;-)

slutstacie (14:16:27): yes

M (14:17:04): can I ask when was last time your ass was fucked? (wrote "taken" but that might mean a different answer to you)

slutstacie (14:18:36): last weekend i think. maybe a little before

M (14:19:01): when you were still sick?

M (14:19:08): what a trooper you are

M (14:19:14): and anal slut

slutstacie (14:19:25): no wait, before then

M (14:19:38): even so, it's not often enough, is it?

slutstacie (14:19:49): (i don't know time baby. when did i wear ur red shirt and skirt?)

slutstacie (14:19:56): no, not often enough

M (14:20:04): the wknd before

slutstacie (14:20:20): no often enough

M (14:20:51): did he fuck your ass in that? Or did you fuck your ass on his cock in the red?

slutstacie (14:21:21): he fucked my ass in it

M (14:21:25): :-)

M (14:21:35): home?

M (14:21:48): before going out or after?

slutstacie (14:22:54): after i think (i don't really remember baby)

M (14:23:24): I hope I fuck your ass often enough to keep it happy

slutstacie (14:23:36): m2

slutstacie (14:23:40): i'm sure u will

slutstacie (14:24:02): i think u like fucking my ass as muhc as i like having it fucked.

M (14:24:51): well, I know I'll love fucking it.... but "as much" as you like getting assfucked? dunno baby.... you REALLY love it

M (14:24:55): Don't you?

slutstacie (14:25:21): so u don't like it a lot?

M (14:25:37): ??? I LOVE IT !!!

slutstacie (14:26:07): yes, i really love it

M (14:27:44): I can't wait... CAN'T WAIT to fuck your ass my love... CAN'T WAIT. can't wait to stretch your asshole with my cock.. fuck your ass with just the first couple of inches of my cock... plunge hard into you... roll you over, put your legs over my shoulder and fuck it again

slutstacie (14:28:11): mmm, m2

M (14:31:14): I want to lick, finger, fuck, stretch, fist your asshole love. Do you know that? I want to put things in it. I want to have two cocks in your ass at re same time. I want 3 or 4 or 5 of us to take turns fucking only your ass - a couple minutes of striking your ass then "next" and repeat.... I want entire weekends of ONLY fucking your ass baby... I want to fuck your asshole hard, then grab your hair and make you suck me clean just so I can fuck your ass again and make you suck me clean again

M (14:31:56): I WANT YOUR ASSHOLE STRETCHED AROUND MY COCK

slutstacie (14:32:35): mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. m2. ALL of that

M (14:32:52): I want to rape your ass, to take it so hard you scream in pain, cry, shriek, struggle to get away from it... I want to make you cum repeatedly from fucking our ass

slutstacie (14:32:53): I want to fuck your asshole hard, then grab your hair and make you suck me clean just so I can fuck your ass again and make you suck me clean again - g-d yes.

M (14:34:12): you love that, don't you?

M (14:37:23): I'll bet you love knowing that the cock that's going into your mouth just came out of your ass.... I'll bet you love it (and your cunt even twitches) when you see, as you're opening your mouth to suck on that cock, that it's a little dirty... but that you're such a slut and especially an assMlut, that it just makes you hotter...

slutstacie (14:37:51): oh g-d M, yes - i want that. i want you to rape my ass and make me struggle and cry and scream in pain. will you feel the power u have as i try to struggle and get away from the pain but can't and i continue to scream and cry as you continue to hold me there brutally taking my ass?

M (14:38:17): oh yes, baby... oh g-d yes

M (14:38:53): mmmm brutally taking your ass .... yesyesyes

M (14:39:59): I'd like to rape and fuck your ass so hard that you continue to cry and son the whole time... even when your body belies your pain and shakes in orgasm

slutstacie (14:40:11): good. i want you to feel the power you have over me. and i want it to wash over you again, even after you already have me held down, but when i struggle but can't get away, i want you to be overcome with the feelings of power again as you impale my ass and hear me scream

M (14:40:35): mmm impale your ass .... yes

slutstacie (14:41:28): mmmmm, yes baby. YES. i'll sob the whole time from the pain and force and brutality of you raping my ass even while my trembles from cumming over and over again

M (14:41:57): that will be a tremendous rush of power.... followed by even more power as, after I pull out and tell you I'm done, that you get down on your knees, still crying and sobbing, and start licking me clean, thanking me

slutstacie (14:42:29): that you get down on your knees, still crying and sobbing, and start licking me clean, thanking me...
- mmmmmmm yes baby. yes.

slutstacie (14:43:09): i WILL thank you. even while still sobbing, i will thank you

M (14:43:14): :-)

slutstacie (14:43:49): i NEED you to rape my ass M, to take me brutally like that, to hurt me, to control me, to make me sob.

slutstacie (14:43:53): do you need that too?

M (14:43:57): yes. and the next day, every time you feel the pain in our ass, you'll remember how your Master, Owner, lover took your ass

slutstacie (14:44:41): oh yes, it will be a sweet reminder that i am owned and my Master/Owner/lover took my ass

M (14:45:01): I -DO- love... g-d, I do.... I want, WANT to hurt you by fucking your ass... WANT to hear your cries, screms, sobs and cums

slutstacie (14:45:19): :) good, cuz i need that

M (14:45:22): I can't wait

M (14:45:29): I know you do my love

M (14:46:01): your Master/Owner/lover fucked the ass that He owns

slutstacie (14:47:47): yes. that belongs to Him

M (14:49:35): are you looking forward to getting your ass fucked by me on a regular (constant) basis

M (14:49:50): I'm ready my love

slutstacie (14:54:41): gotta pottie, brb (my cunt is so wet from you brutally taking my ass). will you like to make me cum from fucking my ass like that? brb baby

M (14:57:11): oh yes my love. I can't wait to make you cum despite the pain... to show you what a slut you and your body truly are - that even with the pain, you feed on the sex of it... I also (very much) want to make you cum while you're sobbing uncontrollably from the spanking I'm giving you.... or hear you cum through your screams as I whip your back and ass

slutstacie (14:58:11): back

slutstacie (14:59:17): while you're sobbing uncontrollably from the spanking I'm giving you.... or hear you cum through your screams as I whip your back and ass - mmmm, yes M. i will feed on the pain you give me. Your pain

M (14:59:36): "back"... you get on yours, lift and spread your legs

slutstacie (14:59:55): yes Master

M (15:00:10): or maybe -I'll- get on your back

slutstacie (15:00:22): mmmmm

M (15:00:56): you're hungry for some pain right now, aren't you? Not just fucking or sex or cock.... but you want -pain-

M (15:01:13): you want to be hurt, now

slutstacie (15:04:12): yes. i want you to inflict pain on me. i want you to see and feel how wet my cunt gets with each sharp snap of your belt, or sting from your hand, or burning pain as you force my ass open with your cock

slutstacie (15:05:00): i like pain incorporated in sex. i do love pain baby. have to say i haven't experimented much pain outside of tied in to sex though

slutstacie (15:05:22): curious if i'll like/need it as much. suspect i will, but haven't had much pain in a stand alone state, know what i mean?

M (15:05:48): mmm I know that my love... and you -want/need- some now, at 405 on Monday afternoon, don't you?

M (15:05:52): nor have I

slutstacie (15:06:31): 405 monday, yes. YES

M (15:06:55): Do you know how hot those words are? "I like pain incorporated into sex"

slutstacie (15:07:17): remember that vid on the site i gave u where she had clothespins on the backs of her arms, and he flicked them off with a belt?

M (15:07:21): Do you know how hot those words are? "I like pain incorporated into sex"

slutstacie (15:07:22): g-d, that must hurt

M (15:07:30): yes :-)

slutstacie (15:07:38): Do you know how hot those words are? yeah?

M (15:12:42): baby?

M (15:13:32): how can pain be such an integral part of our sex & our love? It's so ..... strange, and yet so natural

slutstacie (15:14:24): do u know i expect u to cause me pain even when we're fucking for the first time? i can't imagine it not being a part of that, of us.

slutstacie (15:14:54): making it? hmmmm :)

M (15:14:57): no, I can't either

M (15:15:39): "and baby when it comes to love, if it's not rough it isn't fun"

M (15:16:19): yes my love... making something that will (soon, I hope) cause you pain, with my own hands

M (15:36:01): want you so much stace

M (15:40:42): Fuck me stacie. let's start. spread your legs for me, spread your ads cheeks for me, open your mouth wide. give yourself to Me.

M (15:46:54): let Me have full, unhindered access to your holes, to your body, to your pleasure and your pain.

chat: slut under my desk

slutstacie is a slut. very much a slut. it lights her cunt on fire to think of being collared, bound, forced to serve. she's owned by -him- right now, but with any luck she'll be giving his collar back and kneeling in front of me to receive mine.

as we know, slutstacie is also an exhibitionist and loves the idea and the concept of being watched while she sluts. several of her gangbangs have been webcasted.

along those lines, here's a chat she and i had recently.


Me (8:31:52): How you doing under my desk with my cock in your mouth?

slutstacie (8:32:25): very good :D

Me (8:32:35): imagine your knees will start hurting soon...

Me (8:33:11): but don't worry, you can stretch them when I take you out for a beating and a fucking

slutstacie (8:33:11): yes

slutstacie (8:33:34): :D thank u

Me (8:34:18): :-)

Me (8:35:01): we'll go out I the parking lot and you can fuck your ass on my cock

slutstacie (8:36:32): mmmmm, thank you :)

Me (8:37:54): want that? then back under my desk for another couple hours of sucking me?

slutstacie (8:38:35): yes

slutstacie (8:38:49): do -you- want that?

Me (8:39:02): very very very much

Me (8:39:52): brb my slut

Me (8:40:02): (can I say my slut?)

slutstacie (8:40:33): y, u can

Me (8:41:00): back

slutstacie (8:41:21): hi

Me (8:41:40): :-) will you be that stace? Be my slut? my cunt? my fucktoy?

slutstacie (8:48:37): y, i want to be

slutstacie (8:56:44): M?

Me (8:57:02): yes, stace?

slutstacie (8:58:26): i know i shouldn't ask or direct, but, will you put your hand on the back of my head and hold my head down on you cock?

Me (8:58:56): yes love.... often

slutstacie (8:58:54): -force- my head down as i struggle to breathe?

Me (8:59:19): yes, my slut... I will gag you with my cock

slutstacie (8:59:08): now?

Me (9:00:40): You will know that the hand on your head, the cock in your throat and the Master you are sucking has your very life in his hands

Me (9:00:48): yes baby. now

slutstacie (9:01:10): ty

Me (9:01:27): yes. you are welcome

Me (9:02:42): will you struggle to breathe? will you force yourself to continue sucking through the panic, knowing that I will not harm you, until the primal fear forces you to struggle for your life?

Me (9:03:13): even as your vision greys and dims and shrinks....

slutstacie (9:04:37): yes, i will continue sucking through the panic knowing u will not harm me. it will be difficult but i will try my best

slutstacie (9:04:47): to please you

Me (9:05:22): will your cunt be getting wetter and wetter (as it is now) as you panic?

slutstacie (9:09:31): yes it will. (and yes it is). the more i'm unable to breathe, and the more i realize i cannot lift off because of your strength, and the more i panic, my cunt will get wetter and wetter

Me (9:10:19): do you know I'm -very hard right now?

Me (9:10:25): -very-

Me (9:10:32): -VERY-

slutstacie (9:14:06): thats because i have had your cock in my mouth Master

slutstacie (9:15:09): and i know how much it excites you to have me between your legs under your desk, worshiping and loving your cock. waiting for you to do with me what you wish

Me (9:15:24): mmmm g-d yes

Me (9:29:45): open your mouth, now

Me (9:30:53): thinking about something you said.... "I'll be here until you need me again..."

Me (9:31:39): sometimes, I'll have you under my desk, just waiting. kneeling, crouching, naked, until I motion for you to come and suck me again

slutstacie (9:41:24): under you desk, just waiting, naked until you motino for me to come suck you again

Me (9:42:41): yes baby.... you just stay there and wait til I want to use you again

slutstacie (9:44:35): mmm, ok. yes M

slutstacie (9:45:09): i will be anxiously/patiently/impatiently/hungrily waiting for you to use me again

Me (9:45:19): :-)

slutstacie (9:45:32): suspensfully/eagerly/happily

Me (9:45:35): wonder how you'll feel when I get up and leave my desk

slutstacie (9:46:30): with me still under there. think i'll feel....exposed comes to mind

Me (9:46:42): yes :-)

slutstacie (9:47:38): think of what it looks like with me under your desk without you in front of me. i imagine ur desk is at the end of a walkway so you can see it (me under it) as you walk up to it. wonder what that looks like

Me (9:48:38): and if anyone were to find you... tell you to get out from under there... you're standing there proud, naked, nipples no doubt very hard... wonder what you'd say...

slutstacie (9:48:49): i like the idea/vision of a prominent collar, almost thick black leather, so it's an obvious thing you see as you notice me

Me (9:49:04): mmmm YES YES YEA

Me (9:49:18): your metal collar

slutstacie (9:49:50): i'd say that i can't. my Master told me to stay here and wait for Him.

slutstacie (9:49:57): yes

Me (9:50:55): "who are you? What are you doing under there? Why are you naked? and, 'your Master'?? What do you mean??"

Me (9:51:33): "and what is that around your neck??"

slutstacie (9:53:47): i am M's slut and i belong to Him. He is my Master. this is His collar which signifies His owenrship of me. i'm naked because He wants me this way, probably for easy use of me

Me (9:54:27): mmmm g-d baby....

slutstacie (9:54:38): is that correct?

Me (9:55:00): YES YES YES YES

Me (9:55:20): "and what are you ding here? Under there?"

Me (9:59:12): wonder what they'd think if you dropped to your knees next to me when I showed up

slutstacie (9:59:51): He is working so He is unable to use me right now, but He wants me close so He can use me whenever He wishes so He has put me under His desk. He has me suck His cock while i wait under his desk for Him. sometimes He just has me wait under here, gagged and bound until i am to please Him or to be used

slutstacie (10:00:40): oh yes, i'd love to see the looks on their faces (and the feeling of wetness in my cunt) as i dropped down onto my knees next to you when you arrive

Me (10:01:32): (baby, I wonder if saying those words will have the same effect on you that just reading them and -knowing- you'd say them has on me)

slutstacie (10:02:13): yes, i do believe they would

Me (10:02:16): yes, they'd be even more shocked and stunned. and I'd casually put my hand on your head and stroke your head

slutstacie (10:02:28): yes. exactly what i was thinking

Me (10:02:58): I'd love to feel you lean your head against my leg as I was petting you

Me (10:03:06): g-d

slutstacie (10:03:37): i'd be so -proud- to be kneeling next to you, naked, wearing You collar.

slutstacie (10:03:41): mmmm, yes

slutstacie (10:07:18): do you know i'd be proud baby?

slutstacie (10:07:24): i want that so much too. SO much

Me (10:07:49): I do love. I do. And I will be too. So very proud of you.

Me (10:08:21): so -honored- that you've chosen me to give yourself to

slutstacie (10:10:52): i know u will. but at that moment, as i'm kneeling next to you, naked, with you collar around my neck, i don't think you'll be thinking of being honored that i've given myself to you. i think, once you get over the initial feelings of any embarassment because it's such an unusual thing, you'll feel very... strong/poweful/?important?. don't you agree?

Me (10:11:20): I want -everyone-, EVERYONE to see the woman who's chosen to be with me

Me (10:13:14): oh g-d yes!!! I will feel ..... supremely strong, confident, masterful even. Unbeatable. ?superior?

Me (10:13:20): and baby?

Me (10:13:36): I'll feel that way just to have you by my side too.

slutstacie (10:16:57): yes, i know that you'll feel that way just having me by you side too

slutstacie (10:18:55): and i'll feel that way too with u by my side

Me (10:19:21): I want you so much stacie. So much

slutstacie (10:19:09): unbeatable (well, except for you beating me ;) )

Me (10:20:13): hehe.... and yes.... we will be unbeatable. amazing together

slutstacie (10:21:14): yes

Me (10:25:59): youmakemewanttorunoutandbuyyourcollarrightnow

Me (10:26:23): iwtsfyctbiawitbas,mc

Me (10:26:57): iwanttoshopforyourcollartogetherbutialsowantittobeasurprise,mychoice

slutstacie (10:41:53): i want sm for you to get a collar for me. You collar. but i can't right now. i'm not there yet. i also want to shop for a collar together because i do want it to be ?me? and something i feel beautiful wearing (other than how beautiful i'll feel being owned by you), but i also want it to be a surprise and ur choice.

Me (10:45:01): you'll have more than one. I'd love to buy you one now and keep it until.... but I wouldn't want to get one then when we shop together you pick the same one or tell me or I find out you don't like the way it looks

Me (10:46:03): you are beautiful my love. And you'll be even more beautiful (though I don't we how that's possible) wearing my collar

slutstacie (10:46:10): moe than one - i know, and :D

slutstacie (10:46:27): yes, i will be more beautiful, and complete, wearing ur collar

Me (10:46:36): mmmm

slutstacie (10:59:47): iwyhamt

slutstacie (10:59:53): ycbima

slutstacie (10:59:56): ycimm

slutstacie (11:00:04): ycimc

slutstacie (11:00:08): yhimh

slutstacie (11:00:13): ylom

Me (11:00:58): y y y y y ?

slutstacie (11:02:37): iwantyourhandsaroundmythroat. youcockburiedinmyass,youcockinmymouth,yourcockinmycunt,yourhandinmyhand,yourlipsonmine

slutstacie (11:02:55): ok, feeling a bit too ?sappy? just about now ;)

Me (11:03:04): hehe

slutstacie (11:05:44): oh, and ur cum in my mouth,ass,cunt,on my face,hair,lips

slutstacie (11:05:48): there, much better ;)

Me (11:05:58): and tits

Me (11:06:05): ;-)

slutstacie (11:06:14): yes - tits! i knew i was missing something

Me (11:06:28): my bruises, marks on your body

Me (11:06:39): Our tattoo on our bodies

(Note: slutstacie and i have discussed getting matching tattoos, something we design together, which shows, to those who understand, our Master/slave relationship. and worked into the design will be a visual symmetry between the M/s in "Master/slave" and "My name/stacie".)

slutstacie (11:07:04): yes. M/s, in a very cool/sexy/powerful/obvious way

Me (11:07:20): yes. -where-, do you think?

slutstacie (11:08:24): hmmm, dunno. first i think inside wrist (for me) makes sense, but not sure if you'd/we'd want it in another place closer to my cunt/ass, etc. ya know? what do you thinkg?

Me (11:09:29): really not sure. I've thought about it but don't have the "right" place yet. inside of your wrist is interesting - hadn't thought of thy

Me (11:09:31): That

slutstacie (11:09:50): yeah, i haven't thought of place either.

slutstacie (11:10:09): what about on u? any ideas? maybe ?ankle? or something? or, chest area? or ???

Me (11:10:23): like it close to your cunt/ass, but also want it visible all/most of the time. and if by your cunt/ass, where on me?

Me (11:10:56): partially it'll depend on the size

slutstacie (11:12:03): yes, i like it close to cunt/ass too. re: size, i don't think on either of us i'd want it big. i almost see it no large than a nickel. what do you think?

slutstacie (11:12:46): i don't need it for other people to see, like with a collar. this is just for us - personal, ya know?

Me (11:13:06): hmm not sure. all depends on the tat, ya know?

Me (11:13:20): good point, re just for us.

slutstacie (11:13:22): re: size? y

Me (11:14:02): have also thought they should be in ?complementary positions so when we embrace/fuck they'll be in contact

slutstacie (11:35:19): hi baby, guessing ur busy and they bombarded you. or, im doing a realy good job loving and worshiping your cock that you can't think of anything else ;)

(slutstacie took a nap for a couple hours at this point)

Me (14:30:32): wake up from your dreaming my love.... my cock needs my sluts' attention

or maybe not

well, there seems to be a small glitch.

the other day slutstacie seemed very excited about this site and she really wanted to contribute.

I've asked her if she will, if she wants to, if she intends to give us her thoughts, her stories and pictures of her sucking, fucking and gangbanging and she's said yes to all.

as of now, she's not made any contact or provided anything to add here.

so, slut fans, stand by. hopefully this is just a temporary glitch.

meanwhile... we couldn't let you go away with nothing, could we?

slutstacie teaches classes at a fitness center. her girlfriend helps her out. even though they don't get together that often for an entire evening of pussy licking all is not lost.

frequently, slutstacie and her girlfriend end their night at the gym with -lengthy- showers together. which hasn't gone unnoticed by the other women in the locker room.

but, being a slut and an exhibitionist, slutstacie (and her girlfriend) really don't care.

our guest of honor!

this site came about from discussions slutstacie and i have had in the past. we'd always talked about making a site to show off her sluttiness to the world. she is an exhibitionist, after all.

obviously those plans dissolved the last time we broke up. but when we started getting back together, i decided to start this anyway. as the first couple of posts said, it was to be stories about her, things i'd written her, things she's told me about her adventures. the domain and the site were to be my gift to her.

yesterday, i told her about this site.

she was thrilled! i read her all the posts to date and we talked about some of them. she said she remembered when we'd talked about this or that, remembered the chats, remembered recounting the tale of sucking bf off in the park. she even told me that the story about the roadtrip with bf and -him- was almost exactly accurate; the only mistake was that she wasn't naked behind the car when they fucked her in the rest stop - she just pulled her top up over her tits and flipped her skirt up onto her back while they fucked her.

anyway, she said she'll start sending pics to post. action pics. pics of her being gangbanged, fucked, used, beaten. i'm not sure how many we'll see, but i believe we'll get them, soon. trust me, those will be worth waiting for.

she also wants her face posted here, for everyone to see. she -wants- everyone to see who the slut is, wants her face to be known as a slut, the slut, slutstacie. stay tuned for those as well.

and finally... the best of all...

she's promised to start writing of her adventures. these will be things that even i don't know about. i've heard several tales of her exploits, some of which have already been written about here. i personally can't wait for more from her as there's no doubt in my mind that they will be slut tales filled with her getting fucked, beaten, taken and used. stacie truly is a slut and once she starts telling the tales of her fucking and slutting, the depth of her sluttiness will be apparent to everyone.

oh, i forgot to mention. while i was reading her the posts (we were on the phone), she told me she was on her back, legs spread, fingers playing in her very wet cunt. after i'd read them all to her, she said "M, i want to suck your cock, i want to fuck you, right now!" and then she gave me a gift, something i haven't had the pleasure of having in a long time - she masturbated and came for me. mmmmm. a long series of moans ending in a screaming cum..... i too was beating off listening to her.... and true to the cum loving slut that she is.. when i came her response was...

"such a waste of cum"

she'll have the large size Happy Meal

slutstacie loves cum. she doesn't like it or tolerate it or think it's "okay".

she LOVES it. we've looked at porn pics together many times and every time she's seen a picture of a chick with cum on her tits or of a handjob, or even one of her favorite pics which we just looked at yesterday, which is a HOT pic of a beautiful cunt with a lot of cum shot all over it, she always remarks "what a waste of cum".

i remember one memorable blowjob.... i asked if she'd meet me for lunch one day, on a day her office was closing early. she said no, because the office was closing and she really needed to get some things done before she left. then i jokingly said "how about if you meet me behind the 7-11 and suck my cock?"

to this she said "Yes! That I'll do!"

so i parked in the back of a parking lot right behind the store. she pulled up about 10 minutes later and parked in the spot next to me. she opened the passenger door to my car, climbed in and turned to me. within 30 seconds she was unzipping my pants and pulling out my cock. in a flash her hot, wet mouth was eagerly sucking me, sliding up and down my cock. while she was sucking me i reached into her top (she'd taken off her bra before leaving work!) and played with her tits, pinched her nipples repeatedly. if you've seen the pics of her bruised tits you'll know that she loves pain, so pinching her tits hard just gets her wetter.

finally i could hold back no longer. i put my hand on the back of her head, pushed her hard down onto my cock and came in her mouth. the slut was moaning the whole time i came, moaned as she swallowed my cum. when she sat up, she was licking her lips, smiling, her eyes alight. she adjusted her top, turned to get out, then stopped and turned back to me. now you KNOW the cunt loves cum when she says to you "thank you... thank you for your cum". then she left.

we were talking yesterday and i said to her that during one of her gangbangs that i'm sure she's drank a glass full of cum and how many guys dumped their cum into that glass for her to drink? she said she hasn't -yet- done that but she loves the idea.

so i said "then i'm sure you've been on your knees and let a bunch of guys beat off into your mouth". her response: "yes". "how many guys?" i asked.

"seven".

mmmmmm.

i have a pic of slutstacie that she sent to me. it's not an "action" pic - she's dressed. but in her office she took a pic of herself on her knees with her mouth wide open and her tongue out, as though she were waiting for another load of cum in her mouth. she and i talked about putting her face pics up on here, so you may get to see what the slut looks like when she's waiting for her favorite snack - man cum.

seven loads of cum in her open, hungry mouth. her waiting, not swallowing, as one after the other the seven guys pump their cocks in her face then aim into her open mouth, shooting cum into it. i can guarantee you she was dripping wet the entire time. she was most likely moaning as each cock pumped its load of hot cum into her mouth. i'm sure she was moving her tongue around, tasting the cum as she waited for the next load. and then finally, finally, the last load and she was then allowed to swallow. there's no doubt she made a show of it too - opening her mouth wide so they could all see the pool of cum in her mouth, swirling it around with her tongue, swishing it around her mouth. then, with a gulp, swallowing it all, moaning as the hot goo slid down her throat.

for cum sluts? -that's- a happy meal.

her party - and her as party favor

slutstacie had a special day recently... her birthday. i'd told her that bf and -him- were undoubtedly planning something "special" for her... a gangbang, an orgy, a train, a bukkake party, something of that sort. at the very least, a night of the two of them fucking the shit out of her.

she denied it, didn't think they'd do that without her consent, and given that she's been turning them down lately, she didn't think it likely. however, when pressed, she said she was "80% sure" that they weren't planning anything for her.

turns out, they did plan something for her. something very special. something that gives a very good indication of just how far she's been able to bring bf along as she's let the slut out. way back when, at her first gangbang, he had trouble with six guys fucking her.

not so much anymore.

bf and him planned quite the party. when bf drove up in front of the building, late that evening, she asked what was up. he smiled at her and said he had a surprise for her. when pressed, he told her.

what they'd arranged was something that she's very, very fond of. something she -loves- very much. she's a slut and she loves being used, taken, passed around. she loves being just the fuck holes (all three of them) for anyone who'll fuck her.

bf told her: there were between 20 and 40 people in the closed, off-hours bar. a regular party, you might think, right? no, not quite. yes, it was to be a party... and she, slutstacie, was to be the party favor. she, and her holes, were to be at the use and disposal of every man and woman at the party. any guy who wanted to fuck any hole? she'd not only be -expected- to give it up to him, but she willingly, gladly, eagerly would. any woman who wanted slutstacie to lick her cunt until she came, or fuck her with a strap on? slutstacie would eagerly, happily, willingly comply.

she's been a party favor several times, the "entertainment" at a party. she's been the serving cunt at a group of guys watching sports. she served them beer, snacks, food and blowjobs. when she wasn't fetching food or drink, she was on her knees sucking somebody's cock. the first time was with -him-. after she fully integrated -him- into her life/marriage with bf, she got bf to buy into the idea and then he'd arrange similar parties, where she, my slutstacie, was nothing more than the cunt, the ass, the mouth and the serving bitch for the men and women at the party. and, since she is, through and through a slut, she loved and loves it.

she didn't go into the party with bf last weekend, out of respect for the time that she and i have been spending together. instead, she blew bf in the car, took him around back and fucked him, then took him home and, in her words, gave him a damn good fucking.

she did lash out at me though, and let me know that she's been giving up "some seriously good fun", some "damn good fucking" for me. she let me know, in no uncertain terms, that she missed being used and fucked by a room full of men and women, that she seriously wanted and missed being used like a slut, like the entertainment, like a party favor.

slutstacie - party favor. entertainment at a party. slut/cunt/whore/holes to be used by anyone who happens to be in line.

and i love her.

The Fence, pt 2

once again i stand directly in front of you, almost touching you. eye to eye, so close we can't even focus, yet gaze locked. as we stand there, i lightly pull my fingertips up your sides, touching your breasts then cupping and caressing them lightly before pinching the nipples lightly. a slight moan escapes your lips as the pleasure begins to flow from your nipples into your brain, into your stomach, into your pussy. i continue squeezing and teasing your nipples until i see your eyes begin to close. anticipating your reaction, and wanting to be able to see it fully, i take a step back. watching your face closely, i pinch both nipples very, very hard; almost too hard i think to my self. your eyes fly open, you jerk your head back, your body tenses and your breath is a ragged gasp. holding the pressure, mercilessly squeezing your nipples, i listen to you moan between gasps, watch as your eyes water and enjoy your struggle as you try futilely to move away. when finally i release the pressure, your body relaxes and the low moan you escaping your throat conveys the pain you felt; still feel as your nipples relax.

just as the residual intensity resides i begin softly rubbing your tits and nipples again. Teasingly soft and gentle, lightly tracing around the throbbing nipple, urging it hard again. caressing the soft curve of your tits as they merge into your flat stomach, sliding my hands down to then around your waist. as my hands go around your waist, i suddenly pull your body toward me. your body moves the few inches to me but doing so only tightens the collars' grip on your neck. as you feel the choke of your collar i cover your mouth with mine, pushing my tongue into your mouth, kissing you hard. you hesitate then respond, fully, despite the insistent pressure around your throat. our tongues tangle, seek, lick, i suck on yours, you bite mine, our lips mashed together. Then i pull away; your mouth still open, you look at me questioningly. when your lips close, i come close to your face and gently lick and kiss your lips.

as my lips caress yours, i unbutton your blouse. as our kiss ends i pull it open, exposing your tits and body for anyone to see who might wander by. i undo your jeans and slide them down your legs, followed by your skimpy thong. kissing my way down your leg i then lift your feet out of your pants. the jeans i leave lying but i keep your thong in my hand. silently i stand and observe you, drink in the picture of you helpless, scared, aroused. i gently lick and suck one tit while idly running my hand across your stomach, down to your hip, your pelvis, gradually tracing closer and closer to your clit and pussy. everytime you try to move your pussy under my hand i move it away and bite on your tit, but you continue; i'm sure you're trying to get me to bite you harder, attempting, perhaps unknowingly, to bring more of the pleasure/pain you enjoy so much.

after lingering near your pussy for sometime i finally slide a finger down over your clit, between your lips and roughly into your cunt. at the same time, i bite your neck hard, just at the juncture of neck and shoulder. you grimace and moan at the same time, enjoying yet fearful of your enjoyment of the pain. your cunt is dripping wet, soaking my fingers. i push two fingers into you wetting them completely, then force them into your mouth. as your tongue searches for the taste of pussy, i'm fingering you with my other hand, again harshly, then alternately lightly rubbing your clit. finally, using your thong, i wipe your pussy and thighs, soaking it. wadding the material, carefully wrapping the straps inside, i lift it to my nose, reveling in the smell of you. you're watching me closely, wondering if i'll be pleased, remembering once before when i was not. you suffered my displeasure then and enjoyed every minute of it. but today i am pleased - the smell of your cunt is musky, erotic, delicious. when i smile at you, you open your mouth to speak and i push the material into your mouth. effectively gagging you i close your mouth, some material still showing and tell you not to release it. i gently push the hair back from your face, pulling a strand from your mouth before grabbing a handful of hair on each side of your head and pulling your head toward me, roughly, until your collar is biting deep into your throat, uncomfortably deeply, i'm sure. looking straight into your eyes and making sure that i'm pulling your hair and continuing to pull you against the collar i speak. "stacie, are you scared?" you feebly shake your head. i pull your hair harder and say to you "you're lying. i see it in your eyes. if you lie to me again, your punishment will be very severe. Understand? I ask you again - stacie, are you scared?" when you nod i release your hair, allowing you to move back against the fence, relieving the choking of the leather strap.

leaning in close to your ear again i whisper "stacie... i have plans for you tonight. tonight you will be tested, pushed and tested again." i give you a soft kiss on your jaw. "tonight, love, you will beg for me to stop. you will feel as if you cannot take anymore punishment. you'll plead with me to stop, cry for me to relieve your pain. and in the next breath, with the wave of your next orgasm building and rolling through you, you'll beg me not to stop; please don't stop." i kiss my way to your face then look into your eyes. i've never seen a woman so capable, so accepting of the play that we share. in your eyes i see fear, true fear. i see anticipation of the pain you know you will soon feel. i see anticipation of the ecstacy when your pain crosses the line and becomes pleasure, almost unbearable pleasure. I see your lust, flaring, waiting, eager to get started. Then i see something else - the acceptance, the pleasure, the serenity, the love, the surrender of giving yourself to me so completely, the knowlege that you belong to me, body and soul. I kiss you on the face and step back.

after unbuckling my belt i slowly pull it loose from my pants. it's a leather belt, of course, about 1-1/2 inches wide. not soft but not stiff either. tan and well worn. you are familiar with this belt. i idly play with it in my hands, holding the buckle and wrapping a loop or two around my hand, waving it in front of you. i double it over. holding it in one hand, i slap your thigh - a loud smack and a jump from you. i slap your stomach with it, slightly harder. then i push the looped end against your cheek, your eyes wide. i move the leather down your face, your throat, your chest, letting your skin have a taste of it. down to your pussy, soaking wet again. i part your pussy lips with one hand and, laying the leather flat against your cunt, pull it past your pussy, wetting most of the belt in doing so. satisfied with how wet your cunt is, i lift the belt to my nose, smelling it, enjoying the mingled aroma of leather and pussy. i hold the belt up to your nose as well; actually pressing it hard against your nose, making sure you smell it and feel it.

placing the end through the buckle i form a loop. i slip the loop over your head, covering your eyes. i pull it snug - not tight, but tight enough that it'll stay put, and secure the end. the strap doesn't completely obsure your vision - you can see a sliver of sky above the strap and a sliver of earth below it. not complete, but very effective.

the thought that occurs to me as i step back and take in the scene is that you're ready. Ready and oh so beautiful. you look so natural there, bound, gagged, blindfolded, nearly naked, exposed and vulnerable. My cock aches at the sight. I kiss you on the lips, pushing the last bit of material into your mouth, then trail my fingertips from your mouth, down your throat, around your tits, across and back across your stomach to your clit and finally your pussy. "stacie, you look wonderful. so helpless. I'm going to leave now, but i'll be back before too long. i don't think anyone will happen along while i'm gone. but if they do, i've left a note here next to you that says 'Please fuck me then leave'."

as you hear me walking away i say "bye love... see you soon. wait for me, okay?"