for many people, Dom/sub or Master/slave is a fun little game that they sometimes play to spice things up, some "kinky" role play to liven up a vanilla sex life.
for others, it -is- life. slutstacie and i fall into that category. D/s, M/s, Owner/owned are not fun little things we do to get our jollies - it's what and who we are. we weren't always this way, although both of us had inklings of it throughout our lives. we discovered this side of ourselves together and now, it's no longer a "side of us"... it's who we are. not that being a Dom or a sub -defines- us, but it's part and parcel of who we are. I'm Dom, her Dom. there is no other way for it to be, no other way it could be. it's natural, it's right. she is sub, owned, slave (although we don't much care for that word) - it's who she is.
i enjoy hurting her, giving her pain, causing her pain. i enjoy using her body for my own amusement. at times, it's difficult to reconcile that with the more conventional me, seemingly at such odds. and yet, giving her pain, the pain she wants and needs, is truly an act of love. slutstacie -belongs- to me. she is my property. i own her. she has given me the gift of herself, her body and her complete submission. her body is my property. her mind is my property. note that i did NOT say her will - for she most certainly has a will of her own. i would not want her as a dishrag with no thoughts, no desires, no needs or ideas of her own. she is a strong, opinionated personality. she is deep and multifaceted and that very complexity is part of what i love about her. it's -because- she's deep and complex that i can take so much pleasure from probing her psyche, finding buttons to push, ways to touch her and push her.
she is a slut. she knows it, has always known it at some level but hasn't let the slut out until just the past couple of years. for us, "slut" has a completely different meaning than the perjorative, degrading connotation it commonly has. for us, slut is a compliment, an honorific, a one word description of a woman of such sexuality, such sexual appetite, such broad and deep interest in sex that her interest in sex and her sex drive far exceeds that of most men. there is literally NOTHING she will not do. okay, kids, animals and shit, but other than that, there's nothing that she would dismiss out of hand as being gross or ewww. she is a very, very sexual woman. part of her sexuality is also submissiveness. again, this is not meek, mousy personality. this is submission - she gives her body to another to use. she willingly, gladly, submits to the strength of another and gladly accepts whatever that person does to her. she accepts and embraces all that being a slut and being a submissive means. while still maintaining her strength of character and will, she also accepts that she is a fucktoy, a slut, a cunt, a whore, nothing more than holes to be fucked. she willingly and gladly accepts being passed around at a party for others to use her.
these can be difficult attitudes to accept all at once. she and i did not jump from the normal, vanilla world to where we are now in one step. we had to get here gradually, finding our way, gradually accepting that we were different than what society "expects" us to be. but being different is not a bad thing. in fact, accepting who we are at our very core has been a liberating, empowering thing. this is a theme i'm sure we'll touch on many more times. we both agree that who we are now, Dom and sub, Master and slave, Owner and owned, sadist and masochist are right, natural, perfectly in balance with the world. by not denying our own truths, we're freed from the stress of hiding it or knowing that something's not quite right.
i could no more go back to "making love" all the time or always asking "is this okay?", "did i hurt you" than i could change lead into gold. i fuck. her body is mine to use. i hurt her because she wants and needs it. i hurt her for no other reason than because i want to, because it's fun, because i -enjoy- hearing her sobs, seeing her cringe, making her cry. do i still make love and be concerned about her? of course. but i'm also, in my own way, making love to her when i slap her face, grab her hair, force her to bend over the back of the couch and then take her ass so hard and fast that she screams in pain. btw, she often cums when she's being severely beaten or taken.
likewise, she could not go back to a life of domestic sex, of monogamy, of insisting that she be treated with caution and tentativeness and such. she is a slut, she knows it and she knows, of her own volition, that her body is a sex toy and meant to be used for fucking. when she's being the party favor, her entire existence, her consciousness is focused on serving the desires of the men and women that are using her. her body is a vessel of pleasure and she works hard to make sure that -anyone- that wants -anything- from her or wants to do -anything- to her is satisfied. by doing so, she is satisfied. she wants to be treated as a slut, a whore, a fucktoy, a cunt, or as she says below, "holes to be fucked".
anyway, some of her words from a chat recently....
Me: (9:19:07): btw, we're in the bathroom.... and you should be on your knees (on this hard, cold tile) sucking my cock, draining the piss and then the cum from your Master's cock
slutstacie: (9:34:13): mmm, hard cold tile and double mmmmmm draining the piss and then the come from my Master's cock
slutstacie: (10:28:09): i want/need to be under Your hand and to be Your property, chained and wearing Your collar
slutstacie: (10:35:17): i want all things my Michael, my sadist, my giver of pain, my Owner wants me to have and wants to give to me
slutstacie: (11:17:04): Master?
Me: (11:17:15): :-) yes?
slutstacie: (11:17:36): i need You
slutstacie: (13:51:00): instead of calling Margaret, can't You call her to come in and watch You beat me? use me? take control of Your property and use her like the fucktoy, whore, cunt, slut, holes to fuck that she is?
Me: (13:51:26): yes, that would certainly be My preference
slutstacie: (13:52:19): mine too (not that it matters of course)
slutstacie: (13:53:24): Master? may i kneel down in front of You and suck Your cock? i need Your cock inside my mouth desperately, and Your hand on the back of my head as well
slutstacie: (13:53:39): please?
slutstacie: (13:54:53): Master, i wonder if You have any idea how much i really need U to hurt me. to use me, to be Your property and for U to fuck me, take me, use me, beat me, hurt me, as often and whenever, however You wish
slutstacie: (15:57:51): Master.... i need You
slutstacie: (15:58:50): Master....
Me: (15:59:02): y?
slutstacie: (15:59:20): i NEED You
slutstacie: (16:00:00): please, own me. use me. beat me - hard. take me
slutstacie: (16:02:46): g-d Master. Michael. i need you to take me, to own me. will you?
slutstacie: (16:03:18): i need to sob at Your hand
slutstacie: (16:08:44): Michael, i am so wet for You. just thinking about being owned by You, my (Your) cunt gets so wet
slutstacie: (16:10:52): mmm, Master's cock should be shoved down my throat right now
Me: (16:11:30): Yes. Then into your ass and back into your mouth
slutstacie: (16:12:25): yes Master, my ass and then mouth
slutstacie: (16:13:23): You know how to use Your cunt very well
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Friday, May 1, 2009
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
"i like pain incorporated in sex"
those words are from slutstacie and pretty much tell how she feels about pain and rough sex.
one of the things slutstacie is is a pain slut. she loves pain; loves it. one of the series of pics here shows her showing off the bruises i put on her tits. she told me how much she loved looking at the bruises everyday and called them "a reminder of the sweet pain you gave me". she's told me how, after a good assfucking or a gangbang she'll rock back and forth in her chair so she can better feel the burning pain in her ass... the pain of being used.
this is the transcript of a chat slutstacie and i recently had.
M (8:15:27): btw... when I rolled on top of you, you moaned... knew what I was gonna do...
M (8:16:09): love how you relax, roll your hips so your ass is up for me...
M (8:17:52): loved pushing into you slowly... feeling your ass just .... yield... to me... love the way you moan.. how your body feels as I get deeper and deeper into you
M (8:17:56): btw... when I rolled on top of you, you moaned... knew what I was gonna do...
M (8:29:12): loved slowly pushing into you... feeling you -will- your asshole to relax, to open up to me...
M (8:30:19): slowly, deliberately, lazily stroking in and out of you... hearing you moan softly under me...
M (8:31:37): until finally I came then pushed deep into you... we laid there together... my cum deep in your bowels... your asshole still stretched around my cock.... Your cunt no doiubt wet...
M (8:34:14): did you cum when you felt my hot cum in you love? me on top of you, enveloping you... our faces so close, breathing each others breaths... so right... Master & sub, Owner & owned, M & stacie .. man & wife, lover & loved
M (8:42:33): I want that. Want you. Want that life. Want to have you near me, all the time. Want to know I'm going to see you everyday. Want to know your love. Want to see you submit, kneel down, bend over, offer yourself to me. Want to be able to take you at any time, in any way, any where... not just to do the taking, but to see you glow in the giving, glow in the being taken, glow in being used by your Master. just as much baby? I want to be surprised when in the middle of our walk you kneel, unzip my pants and worship my cock, satisfying your own hunger and need... or bend over a strangers car and ask me to please fuck your ass ...
slutstacie (10:17:26): just read (and re-read) the way you fucked my ass this morning, and I LOVE IT. love the way you're laying on top of me, the way i knew what you were going to do and curve my ass up for you, the way i feel the full weight of you as you slowly and lazily fuck my ass. so intimate, so taken, so conscious of the feel of my ass yielding to the pressure of your cock as you push into me, and then the feel of your cock stroking back and forth inside my bowel, feeling your breath on my face, both breathing in unison, hot, heavy, moans escaping my mouth, aware of how wet my cunt is before i cum for your cock inside my ass, the feel of your hot cum inside me, and laying there underneath all your weight as your cock rests deep inside my ass after you've finished
M (10:18:43): mmmm instantly hard, lover
M (10:20:01): yes.... "so intimate"
slutstacie (10:21:29): these words come to mind as i think about how i'd feel during and after you fucking me like that: taken, excited, owned, loved, safe, used, where i belong, intimate, controlled, sated
M (10:22:06): mmm yes... all those sound right
slutstacie (10:22:26): home
M (10:22:27): esp loved...used...
M (10:22:30): yes
slutstacie (10:22:38): yes.
M (10:22:41): "right"
slutstacie (10:22:50): yes
slutstacie (10:23:08): (will you wake me like that many times lover?)
M (10:23:22): yes my love
slutstacie (10:23:39): that's much better than an alarm clock
M (10:24:48): oh yes... wonder what will go through your mind when the thing that wakes you up and the first thing you're aware if is me wetting your asshole with a wet finger??
M (10:27:04): some times, when we're just watching tv....
M (10:28:01): will you suck me hard, then slide your ass or cunt onto me and we just sit like that and watch tv? Maybe I'll feel you clenching your cunt or ass on me .....
M (10:28:50): want so much to be with you... close to you... all the time.... being in you gets me even closet to you
M (10:28:54): Closer
M (10:36:08): guess you're awful busy over there :-( here I am trying to get you hot so you'll want and want to be with me... and you're either working or freaking about being on your knees... or maybe on your knees, who knows....
M (10:36:51): Did bf fuck your ass this weekend? Of has it been awhile since your anal need/hunger has been satisfied?
slutstacie (10:47:02): hi baby, sorry, L was here (hate when she walks in when u have your cock in my ass)
slutstacie (10:47:07): but i also like it ;)
M (10:47:18): :-)
M (10:47:29): with any luck baby?
M (10:48:19): someday she -will- walk in on us when I have my cock in your ass... you bent over your desk, grunting and moaning.... you look up at her....
slutstacie (10:49:33): wonder what will go through your mind when the thing that wakes you up and the first thing you're aware if is me wetting your asshole with a wet finger?.... mmmmm, many things. i'll be wondering what's in store, if its a leisurely ass fuck or something more ?brutal?
M (10:49:53): mmmm "brutal" makes me hard
slutstacie (10:50:13): yeah, and me wet. you like that?
slutstacie (10:50:24): i want (need) you to be brutal with me
M (10:52:18): I know you do baby... I need it too.
M (10:53:07): a little while ago, before the ass fuck....
M (10:54:00): I was picturing you on the bed... me kneeling over you, my legs holding down your arms... and I was...
slutstacie (10:54:48): mmmmm, plunging your cock down my throat?
M (10:54:56): no
slutstacie (10:54:57): fucking my mouth and throat
slutstacie (10:55:01): no?
M (10:55:00): No
slutstacie (10:55:11): hmmmm,
M (11:10:52): (can't stop thinking about shoving my fist into your cunt)
slutstacie (11:14:30): mmmmm, your fist in my cunt. "shoving" - yes M. i want to sit up, pull my knees into my chest and open my cunt for you
slutstacie (11:14:33): give my cunt to you
M (11:14:41): mmmmm
slutstacie (11:14:49): will you punch my cunt with your fist?
M (11:16:11): want me to take it like that before I ever finger, taste, fuck or even see it?
M (11:16:14): mmmmm
slutstacie (11:16:42): don't know
M (11:16:44): do you want me to punch your cunt? To punch you in the cunt?
slutstacie (11:17:12): yes. do you want to?
slutstacie (11:17:50): part of me says yes, i do want that the first time, then other parts not sure
M (11:17:54): yes. Do you want me to punch your cunt just to hurt it or to punch and go into it?
slutstacie (11:18:54): when your fist is inside my cunt, fuck me with ur fist, punch my cunt with ur fist. y aknow?
M (11:19:06): I like the idea (for first time) of spanking you hard (the spanking you still deserve), then bendiing you over, wetting my cock in our cunt, then taking your ass, HARD
M (11:19:30): I know. And okay :-) can't wait
M (11:20:25): you -need- and want a LOT of pain, don't you?
M (11:20:35): more than you thought.
slutstacie (11:20:49): i like that idea too. im also not sure i want to plan it all out. i just kinda want to see what happens, how we are naturlally, ya knwo?
slutstacie (11:21:02): y. but not all the time. i do like thing without pain too :)
M (11:21:33): how's this make you feel, baby? ...."would you like to be tortured?"
M (11:22:21): I know. but I think as you started getting/tasting pain, you realized that you want it much more and much harder than you thought you did...
M (11:25:48): "naturally" .... I know what you mean... But since we'll be coming together for always being apart... I'll be tentative and hold back until you've made it clear where we are, ya know? I can't ?take the chance? of being assertive, taking control, doing what we both think is natural, and then having you pull back or run or lock up or be pissed at me because you weren't ready and I thought you were. didnt come out right but I think you know what i mean
slutstacie (11:29:40): yes, i know what you mean. i'd like to see where we both progress though. and to remember although we've talked and fucked many times, it's still our first time and we need to learn each other ,ya know?
slutstacie (11:30:36): how's this make you feel, baby? ...."would you like to be tortured?" - mmm, the instantly makes me wet. and scared, and excited, and scream to myself YES YES YES i want to be tortured
M (11:33:23): I would like to torture you, my love. Spend an hour, a few hours, a day, a night, a weekend causing you nonMexual (although some of it will be directed at your sex and tits), exquisite, overwhelming pain
M (11:35:53): baby?
slutstacie (11:36:43): all i mean is simply that we don't have a plan, something we want to accomplish sexually. let's start as a man and woman and see where we go. when people fuck for first time/s, they just take it naturally. i almost want to fuck, etc without the pain and stuff we're talking about first, and just progress naturally as we learn each other. ya know?
M (11:36:46): Would you like to come out of a hour/day/weekend bruised, battered, hurting, sore, beaten, exhausted?
M (11:37:14): besides how much I want to do that, I also look forward to then nursing you...
slutstacie (11:37:17): yes. yes. yes. yes
M (11:38:05): you've said that before. and I agree both ways
slutstacie (11:38:03): causing you nonMexual (although some of it will be directed at your sex and tits), exquisite, overwhelming pain - mmmm. love? this -is- sexual. the pain you give me -is- sexual to me.
slutstacie (11:40:13): and just progress naturally as we learn each other. ya know? - will we progress very rapidly? absolutey. we know so many things about each other and what we want, so it'll flow and progress very quickly and naturally, ya know?
M (11:40:49): I know that. but the torture will not be given with the intent of giving you pleasurable pain... the purpose will be to HURT you. To make you hurt, to be scared for your life. To need time to heal. To (with permission and within some limits) harm your body. To make you want to use your safeword, only to realize that there is NO safeword to get out of this
slutstacie (11:41:51): yes. .... baby? no safeword?
M (11:41:58): re progress rapidly - yes, I know. Once we start, we'll be a runaway freight train. Sexually, emotionally, in our partnership, all ways
slutstacie (11:42:14): yes baby.
slutstacie (11:42:29): (that was to progress rapidly - runaway freight train)
M (11:42:30): does that scare you love? no safeword?
slutstacie (11:42:48): oh! i like your hair baby. you did it nicely :) (my sexy baby)
slutstacie (11:43:28): y. and, i wonder why wouldn't have one. i don't think i'd use it. but, almost need to have it if i'm unable to get out of the situation myself physicially, ya know?
M (11:43:41): love? TORTURE. not play, not good pain. TORTURE. you will need to know that this is different, thy you can't make it stop when you want to.
slutstacie (11:44:13): i understand that
M (11:44:20): btw, not Met- on the torture plan, no safeword, etc.... just what hits me as thinking about it
M (11:44:26): want to back out?
slutstacie (11:44:33): back out of what?
M (11:44:44): being tortured at my hand
M (11:46:02): (I suspect, despite the speeding freight train that we're a long way from torture... much pain and learning between here and there)
slutstacie (11:46:07): n. would want a safeword though. a safeword allows me to go far beyond my limits (or what i know to be them). without one, i suspect i'd have ill feelings towards you or something. don't know.
slutstacie (11:46:33): much pain and learning between here and there) - yes. and trust
slutstacie (12:14:21): i want (so much) for you to torture me. i also want no safe word. to be COMPLETELY in your hands with all control in your hands
M (12:14:26): I long to stand next to you
M (12:14:38): mmm. Really love?
slutstacie (12:14:44): :) m2 b. "stand next to you". i like that
slutstacie (12:15:12): yes, i do want that M, to be tortured with no safe word. getting there will take experience w/ each other and learning
slutstacie (12:15:49): i want to give you ALL of me and give you ALL power of me. to be completely in your control with no way out until you say so, even though that's not the purpose of it, but it gets my cunt throbbing
M (12:16:21): yes. much. both a rush to get there, to experience it (the pain, the brutality and the level of trust and commitment) and, no hurry. Much to do between us
M (12:16:51): like making your cunt throb, my love
slutstacie (12:18:29): yes, no hurry is right. the journey to get there will be so full. not even sure that's a "goal", ya know?
M (12:19:58): I know. nice to get there, exciting to see how far we can go.... but still.... don't want to bypass anything just to get there sooner...
slutstacie (12:20:16): oh, that slate top table u sent earlier - wow. i love that
M (12:21:08): yeah? :-) M2. If there was a way, i'd've bought it. You'd look Mo- good tied to it
slutstacie (12:21:37): don't want to bypass anything just to get there sooner... yes, cuz it's not a goal, ya know?
M (12:22:06): yes. something we'd like to try if/when we get there
slutstacie (12:22:34): yeah? M2. If there was a way, i'd've bought it. You'd look Mo- good tied to it - yessss :D :D would LOVE for you to tie me to it
slutstacie (12:26:32): yes. something we'd like to try if/when we get there - baby, i'm not pushing that off or anything. i just don't want it to be a goal, ya know? cuz then maybe too much focus would be on that and we have so much more to enjoy. SOOOO much more. i think one day we may just "find" that we're there, and be pleasantly surprised. ya know?
M (12:26:57): I know what you mean love
M (12:28:53): theres so much for us to do before we're even ready for that... so much pleasure for is to share, so much pain for me to give you, so much submission for you to give to me,
slutstacie (12:30:31): yes. and so much learning and so many experiences.
slutstacie (12:33:57): imagine the sex we'll have after we push each others buttons or have a disagreement :D
M (12:34:11): no kidding!
M (12:35:29): "the couch"? Or was it "in the kitchen"?
slutstacie (12:35:53): mmmm, yes. kitchen :)
slutstacie (12:37:42): i wonder what it'll feel like for you after we have a disagreement and with how strong i am you sometimes feel shut down, and then for you to be able to just come over to me and TAKE me. show me you have control over me, that you OWN me.
M (12:38:01): mmmm indescribeable
M (12:38:58): how will you feel to have been so strong and then to be -taken- with no heed or regard for you... just Me taking what is mine and using it as I see fit
M (12:40:04): the struggle in your head to be strong vs to be owned, to make your holes, your body always available for My use?
slutstacie (12:40:45): im writing that. but i writing that before you asked me whtat it'll feel like for me
M (12:40:57): :-) k
slutstacie (12:41:18): but, think i'm gonna wanna talk it instead. easier, ya know? have writtein a couple paras so far but will talk it in a few at lunch.
M (12:42:36): Ok. Trying to pee with a hard on ;-) need your hand and your mouth. you holding my cock directing my piss into your mouth
slutstacie (12:44:18): mmmmmmm, yes M
M (12:49:53): (I can't wait to wipe your shit off my cock)
M (12:50:45): (or to make you do it)
M (13:57:47): I want you so much stace... you make me crazy with lust, desire, anticipation
M (13:58:58): you also make me feel so wanted and so loved that Im alternately scared, intrigued, in awe of what it will be like to have your full attention
slutstacie (14:11:04): hi baby
M (14:11:10): hi love
slutstacie (14:11:16): mmmmmm, m2 M. said so perfectly
slutstacie (14:12:46): i feel the same way: you make me crazy with lust, desire, anticipation...ou also make me feel so wanted and so loved that Im alternately scared, intrigued, in awe of what it will be like to have you full time
M (14:15:37): Did bf fuck your ass this weekend? Or has it been a while since your anal need/hunger has been fed?
slutstacie (14:16:06): no, he didn't. cunt only
M (14:16:17): and mouth ;-)
slutstacie (14:16:27): yes
M (14:17:04): can I ask when was last time your ass was fucked? (wrote "taken" but that might mean a different answer to you)
slutstacie (14:18:36): last weekend i think. maybe a little before
M (14:19:01): when you were still sick?
M (14:19:08): what a trooper you are
M (14:19:14): and anal slut
slutstacie (14:19:25): no wait, before then
M (14:19:38): even so, it's not often enough, is it?
slutstacie (14:19:49): (i don't know time baby. when did i wear ur red shirt and skirt?)
slutstacie (14:19:56): no, not often enough
M (14:20:04): the wknd before
slutstacie (14:20:20): no often enough
M (14:20:51): did he fuck your ass in that? Or did you fuck your ass on his cock in the red?
slutstacie (14:21:21): he fucked my ass in it
M (14:21:25): :-)
M (14:21:35): home?
M (14:21:48): before going out or after?
slutstacie (14:22:54): after i think (i don't really remember baby)
M (14:23:24): I hope I fuck your ass often enough to keep it happy
slutstacie (14:23:36): m2
slutstacie (14:23:40): i'm sure u will
slutstacie (14:24:02): i think u like fucking my ass as muhc as i like having it fucked.
M (14:24:51): well, I know I'll love fucking it.... but "as much" as you like getting assfucked? dunno baby.... you REALLY love it
M (14:24:55): Don't you?
slutstacie (14:25:21): so u don't like it a lot?
M (14:25:37): ??? I LOVE IT !!!
slutstacie (14:26:07): yes, i really love it
M (14:27:44): I can't wait... CAN'T WAIT to fuck your ass my love... CAN'T WAIT. can't wait to stretch your asshole with my cock.. fuck your ass with just the first couple of inches of my cock... plunge hard into you... roll you over, put your legs over my shoulder and fuck it again
slutstacie (14:28:11): mmm, m2
M (14:31:14): I want to lick, finger, fuck, stretch, fist your asshole love. Do you know that? I want to put things in it. I want to have two cocks in your ass at re same time. I want 3 or 4 or 5 of us to take turns fucking only your ass - a couple minutes of striking your ass then "next" and repeat.... I want entire weekends of ONLY fucking your ass baby... I want to fuck your asshole hard, then grab your hair and make you suck me clean just so I can fuck your ass again and make you suck me clean again
M (14:31:56): I WANT YOUR ASSHOLE STRETCHED AROUND MY COCK
slutstacie (14:32:35): mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. m2. ALL of that
M (14:32:52): I want to rape your ass, to take it so hard you scream in pain, cry, shriek, struggle to get away from it... I want to make you cum repeatedly from fucking our ass
slutstacie (14:32:53): I want to fuck your asshole hard, then grab your hair and make you suck me clean just so I can fuck your ass again and make you suck me clean again - g-d yes.
M (14:34:12): you love that, don't you?
M (14:37:23): I'll bet you love knowing that the cock that's going into your mouth just came out of your ass.... I'll bet you love it (and your cunt even twitches) when you see, as you're opening your mouth to suck on that cock, that it's a little dirty... but that you're such a slut and especially an assMlut, that it just makes you hotter...
slutstacie (14:37:51): oh g-d M, yes - i want that. i want you to rape my ass and make me struggle and cry and scream in pain. will you feel the power u have as i try to struggle and get away from the pain but can't and i continue to scream and cry as you continue to hold me there brutally taking my ass?
M (14:38:17): oh yes, baby... oh g-d yes
M (14:38:53): mmmm brutally taking your ass .... yesyesyes
M (14:39:59): I'd like to rape and fuck your ass so hard that you continue to cry and son the whole time... even when your body belies your pain and shakes in orgasm
slutstacie (14:40:11): good. i want you to feel the power you have over me. and i want it to wash over you again, even after you already have me held down, but when i struggle but can't get away, i want you to be overcome with the feelings of power again as you impale my ass and hear me scream
M (14:40:35): mmm impale your ass .... yes
slutstacie (14:41:28): mmmmm, yes baby. YES. i'll sob the whole time from the pain and force and brutality of you raping my ass even while my trembles from cumming over and over again
M (14:41:57): that will be a tremendous rush of power.... followed by even more power as, after I pull out and tell you I'm done, that you get down on your knees, still crying and sobbing, and start licking me clean, thanking me
slutstacie (14:42:29): that you get down on your knees, still crying and sobbing, and start licking me clean, thanking me...
- mmmmmmm yes baby. yes.
slutstacie (14:43:09): i WILL thank you. even while still sobbing, i will thank you
M (14:43:14): :-)
slutstacie (14:43:49): i NEED you to rape my ass M, to take me brutally like that, to hurt me, to control me, to make me sob.
slutstacie (14:43:53): do you need that too?
M (14:43:57): yes. and the next day, every time you feel the pain in our ass, you'll remember how your Master, Owner, lover took your ass
slutstacie (14:44:41): oh yes, it will be a sweet reminder that i am owned and my Master/Owner/lover took my ass
M (14:45:01): I -DO- love... g-d, I do.... I want, WANT to hurt you by fucking your ass... WANT to hear your cries, screms, sobs and cums
slutstacie (14:45:19): :) good, cuz i need that
M (14:45:22): I can't wait
M (14:45:29): I know you do my love
M (14:46:01): your Master/Owner/lover fucked the ass that He owns
slutstacie (14:47:47): yes. that belongs to Him
M (14:49:35): are you looking forward to getting your ass fucked by me on a regular (constant) basis
M (14:49:50): I'm ready my love
slutstacie (14:54:41): gotta pottie, brb (my cunt is so wet from you brutally taking my ass). will you like to make me cum from fucking my ass like that? brb baby
M (14:57:11): oh yes my love. I can't wait to make you cum despite the pain... to show you what a slut you and your body truly are - that even with the pain, you feed on the sex of it... I also (very much) want to make you cum while you're sobbing uncontrollably from the spanking I'm giving you.... or hear you cum through your screams as I whip your back and ass
slutstacie (14:58:11): back
slutstacie (14:59:17): while you're sobbing uncontrollably from the spanking I'm giving you.... or hear you cum through your screams as I whip your back and ass - mmmm, yes M. i will feed on the pain you give me. Your pain
M (14:59:36): "back"... you get on yours, lift and spread your legs
slutstacie (14:59:55): yes Master
M (15:00:10): or maybe -I'll- get on your back
slutstacie (15:00:22): mmmmm
M (15:00:56): you're hungry for some pain right now, aren't you? Not just fucking or sex or cock.... but you want -pain-
M (15:01:13): you want to be hurt, now
slutstacie (15:04:12): yes. i want you to inflict pain on me. i want you to see and feel how wet my cunt gets with each sharp snap of your belt, or sting from your hand, or burning pain as you force my ass open with your cock
slutstacie (15:05:00): i like pain incorporated in sex. i do love pain baby. have to say i haven't experimented much pain outside of tied in to sex though
slutstacie (15:05:22): curious if i'll like/need it as much. suspect i will, but haven't had much pain in a stand alone state, know what i mean?
M (15:05:48): mmm I know that my love... and you -want/need- some now, at 405 on Monday afternoon, don't you?
M (15:05:52): nor have I
slutstacie (15:06:31): 405 monday, yes. YES
M (15:06:55): Do you know how hot those words are? "I like pain incorporated into sex"
slutstacie (15:07:17): remember that vid on the site i gave u where she had clothespins on the backs of her arms, and he flicked them off with a belt?
M (15:07:21): Do you know how hot those words are? "I like pain incorporated into sex"
slutstacie (15:07:22): g-d, that must hurt
M (15:07:30): yes :-)
slutstacie (15:07:38): Do you know how hot those words are? yeah?
M (15:12:42): baby?
M (15:13:32): how can pain be such an integral part of our sex & our love? It's so ..... strange, and yet so natural
slutstacie (15:14:24): do u know i expect u to cause me pain even when we're fucking for the first time? i can't imagine it not being a part of that, of us.
slutstacie (15:14:54): making it? hmmmm :)
M (15:14:57): no, I can't either
M (15:15:39): "and baby when it comes to love, if it's not rough it isn't fun"
M (15:16:19): yes my love... making something that will (soon, I hope) cause you pain, with my own hands
M (15:36:01): want you so much stace
M (15:40:42): Fuck me stacie. let's start. spread your legs for me, spread your ads cheeks for me, open your mouth wide. give yourself to Me.
M (15:46:54): let Me have full, unhindered access to your holes, to your body, to your pleasure and your pain.
one of the things slutstacie is is a pain slut. she loves pain; loves it. one of the series of pics here shows her showing off the bruises i put on her tits. she told me how much she loved looking at the bruises everyday and called them "a reminder of the sweet pain you gave me". she's told me how, after a good assfucking or a gangbang she'll rock back and forth in her chair so she can better feel the burning pain in her ass... the pain of being used.
this is the transcript of a chat slutstacie and i recently had.
M (8:15:27): btw... when I rolled on top of you, you moaned... knew what I was gonna do...
M (8:16:09): love how you relax, roll your hips so your ass is up for me...
M (8:17:52): loved pushing into you slowly... feeling your ass just .... yield... to me... love the way you moan.. how your body feels as I get deeper and deeper into you
M (8:17:56): btw... when I rolled on top of you, you moaned... knew what I was gonna do...
M (8:29:12): loved slowly pushing into you... feeling you -will- your asshole to relax, to open up to me...
M (8:30:19): slowly, deliberately, lazily stroking in and out of you... hearing you moan softly under me...
M (8:31:37): until finally I came then pushed deep into you... we laid there together... my cum deep in your bowels... your asshole still stretched around my cock.... Your cunt no doiubt wet...
M (8:34:14): did you cum when you felt my hot cum in you love? me on top of you, enveloping you... our faces so close, breathing each others breaths... so right... Master & sub, Owner & owned, M & stacie .. man & wife, lover & loved
M (8:42:33): I want that. Want you. Want that life. Want to have you near me, all the time. Want to know I'm going to see you everyday. Want to know your love. Want to see you submit, kneel down, bend over, offer yourself to me. Want to be able to take you at any time, in any way, any where... not just to do the taking, but to see you glow in the giving, glow in the being taken, glow in being used by your Master. just as much baby? I want to be surprised when in the middle of our walk you kneel, unzip my pants and worship my cock, satisfying your own hunger and need... or bend over a strangers car and ask me to please fuck your ass ...
slutstacie (10:17:26): just read (and re-read) the way you fucked my ass this morning, and I LOVE IT. love the way you're laying on top of me, the way i knew what you were going to do and curve my ass up for you, the way i feel the full weight of you as you slowly and lazily fuck my ass. so intimate, so taken, so conscious of the feel of my ass yielding to the pressure of your cock as you push into me, and then the feel of your cock stroking back and forth inside my bowel, feeling your breath on my face, both breathing in unison, hot, heavy, moans escaping my mouth, aware of how wet my cunt is before i cum for your cock inside my ass, the feel of your hot cum inside me, and laying there underneath all your weight as your cock rests deep inside my ass after you've finished
M (10:18:43): mmmm instantly hard, lover
M (10:20:01): yes.... "so intimate"
slutstacie (10:21:29): these words come to mind as i think about how i'd feel during and after you fucking me like that: taken, excited, owned, loved, safe, used, where i belong, intimate, controlled, sated
M (10:22:06): mmm yes... all those sound right
slutstacie (10:22:26): home
M (10:22:27): esp loved...used...
M (10:22:30): yes
slutstacie (10:22:38): yes.
M (10:22:41): "right"
slutstacie (10:22:50): yes
slutstacie (10:23:08): (will you wake me like that many times lover?)
M (10:23:22): yes my love
slutstacie (10:23:39): that's much better than an alarm clock
M (10:24:48): oh yes... wonder what will go through your mind when the thing that wakes you up and the first thing you're aware if is me wetting your asshole with a wet finger??
M (10:27:04): some times, when we're just watching tv....
M (10:28:01): will you suck me hard, then slide your ass or cunt onto me and we just sit like that and watch tv? Maybe I'll feel you clenching your cunt or ass on me .....
M (10:28:50): want so much to be with you... close to you... all the time.... being in you gets me even closet to you
M (10:28:54): Closer
M (10:36:08): guess you're awful busy over there :-( here I am trying to get you hot so you'll want and want to be with me... and you're either working or freaking about being on your knees... or maybe on your knees, who knows....
M (10:36:51): Did bf fuck your ass this weekend? Of has it been awhile since your anal need/hunger has been satisfied?
slutstacie (10:47:02): hi baby, sorry, L was here (hate when she walks in when u have your cock in my ass)
slutstacie (10:47:07): but i also like it ;)
M (10:47:18): :-)
M (10:47:29): with any luck baby?
M (10:48:19): someday she -will- walk in on us when I have my cock in your ass... you bent over your desk, grunting and moaning.... you look up at her....
slutstacie (10:49:33): wonder what will go through your mind when the thing that wakes you up and the first thing you're aware if is me wetting your asshole with a wet finger?.... mmmmm, many things. i'll be wondering what's in store, if its a leisurely ass fuck or something more ?brutal?
M (10:49:53): mmmm "brutal" makes me hard
slutstacie (10:50:13): yeah, and me wet. you like that?
slutstacie (10:50:24): i want (need) you to be brutal with me
M (10:52:18): I know you do baby... I need it too.
M (10:53:07): a little while ago, before the ass fuck....
M (10:54:00): I was picturing you on the bed... me kneeling over you, my legs holding down your arms... and I was...
slutstacie (10:54:48): mmmmm, plunging your cock down my throat?
M (10:54:56): no
slutstacie (10:54:57): fucking my mouth and throat
slutstacie (10:55:01): no?
M (10:55:00): No
slutstacie (10:55:11): hmmmm,
M (11:10:52): (can't stop thinking about shoving my fist into your cunt)
slutstacie (11:14:30): mmmmm, your fist in my cunt. "shoving" - yes M. i want to sit up, pull my knees into my chest and open my cunt for you
slutstacie (11:14:33): give my cunt to you
M (11:14:41): mmmmm
slutstacie (11:14:49): will you punch my cunt with your fist?
M (11:16:11): want me to take it like that before I ever finger, taste, fuck or even see it?
M (11:16:14): mmmmm
slutstacie (11:16:42): don't know
M (11:16:44): do you want me to punch your cunt? To punch you in the cunt?
slutstacie (11:17:12): yes. do you want to?
slutstacie (11:17:50): part of me says yes, i do want that the first time, then other parts not sure
M (11:17:54): yes. Do you want me to punch your cunt just to hurt it or to punch and go into it?
slutstacie (11:18:54): when your fist is inside my cunt, fuck me with ur fist, punch my cunt with ur fist. y aknow?
M (11:19:06): I like the idea (for first time) of spanking you hard (the spanking you still deserve), then bendiing you over, wetting my cock in our cunt, then taking your ass, HARD
M (11:19:30): I know. And okay :-) can't wait
M (11:20:25): you -need- and want a LOT of pain, don't you?
M (11:20:35): more than you thought.
slutstacie (11:20:49): i like that idea too. im also not sure i want to plan it all out. i just kinda want to see what happens, how we are naturlally, ya knwo?
slutstacie (11:21:02): y. but not all the time. i do like thing without pain too :)
M (11:21:33): how's this make you feel, baby? ...."would you like to be tortured?"
M (11:22:21): I know. but I think as you started getting/tasting pain, you realized that you want it much more and much harder than you thought you did...
M (11:25:48): "naturally" .... I know what you mean... But since we'll be coming together for always being apart... I'll be tentative and hold back until you've made it clear where we are, ya know? I can't ?take the chance? of being assertive, taking control, doing what we both think is natural, and then having you pull back or run or lock up or be pissed at me because you weren't ready and I thought you were. didnt come out right but I think you know what i mean
slutstacie (11:29:40): yes, i know what you mean. i'd like to see where we both progress though. and to remember although we've talked and fucked many times, it's still our first time and we need to learn each other ,ya know?
slutstacie (11:30:36): how's this make you feel, baby? ...."would you like to be tortured?" - mmm, the instantly makes me wet. and scared, and excited, and scream to myself YES YES YES i want to be tortured
M (11:33:23): I would like to torture you, my love. Spend an hour, a few hours, a day, a night, a weekend causing you nonMexual (although some of it will be directed at your sex and tits), exquisite, overwhelming pain
M (11:35:53): baby?
slutstacie (11:36:43): all i mean is simply that we don't have a plan, something we want to accomplish sexually. let's start as a man and woman and see where we go. when people fuck for first time/s, they just take it naturally. i almost want to fuck, etc without the pain and stuff we're talking about first, and just progress naturally as we learn each other. ya know?
M (11:36:46): Would you like to come out of a hour/day/weekend bruised, battered, hurting, sore, beaten, exhausted?
M (11:37:14): besides how much I want to do that, I also look forward to then nursing you...
slutstacie (11:37:17): yes. yes. yes. yes
M (11:38:05): you've said that before. and I agree both ways
slutstacie (11:38:03): causing you nonMexual (although some of it will be directed at your sex and tits), exquisite, overwhelming pain - mmmm. love? this -is- sexual. the pain you give me -is- sexual to me.
slutstacie (11:40:13): and just progress naturally as we learn each other. ya know? - will we progress very rapidly? absolutey. we know so many things about each other and what we want, so it'll flow and progress very quickly and naturally, ya know?
M (11:40:49): I know that. but the torture will not be given with the intent of giving you pleasurable pain... the purpose will be to HURT you. To make you hurt, to be scared for your life. To need time to heal. To (with permission and within some limits) harm your body. To make you want to use your safeword, only to realize that there is NO safeword to get out of this
slutstacie (11:41:51): yes. .... baby? no safeword?
M (11:41:58): re progress rapidly - yes, I know. Once we start, we'll be a runaway freight train. Sexually, emotionally, in our partnership, all ways
slutstacie (11:42:14): yes baby.
slutstacie (11:42:29): (that was to progress rapidly - runaway freight train)
M (11:42:30): does that scare you love? no safeword?
slutstacie (11:42:48): oh! i like your hair baby. you did it nicely :) (my sexy baby)
slutstacie (11:43:28): y. and, i wonder why wouldn't have one. i don't think i'd use it. but, almost need to have it if i'm unable to get out of the situation myself physicially, ya know?
M (11:43:41): love? TORTURE. not play, not good pain. TORTURE. you will need to know that this is different, thy you can't make it stop when you want to.
slutstacie (11:44:13): i understand that
M (11:44:20): btw, not Met- on the torture plan, no safeword, etc.... just what hits me as thinking about it
M (11:44:26): want to back out?
slutstacie (11:44:33): back out of what?
M (11:44:44): being tortured at my hand
M (11:46:02): (I suspect, despite the speeding freight train that we're a long way from torture... much pain and learning between here and there)
slutstacie (11:46:07): n. would want a safeword though. a safeword allows me to go far beyond my limits (or what i know to be them). without one, i suspect i'd have ill feelings towards you or something. don't know.
slutstacie (11:46:33): much pain and learning between here and there) - yes. and trust
slutstacie (12:14:21): i want (so much) for you to torture me. i also want no safe word. to be COMPLETELY in your hands with all control in your hands
M (12:14:26): I long to stand next to you
M (12:14:38): mmm. Really love?
slutstacie (12:14:44): :) m2 b. "stand next to you". i like that
slutstacie (12:15:12): yes, i do want that M, to be tortured with no safe word. getting there will take experience w/ each other and learning
slutstacie (12:15:49): i want to give you ALL of me and give you ALL power of me. to be completely in your control with no way out until you say so, even though that's not the purpose of it, but it gets my cunt throbbing
M (12:16:21): yes. much. both a rush to get there, to experience it (the pain, the brutality and the level of trust and commitment) and, no hurry. Much to do between us
M (12:16:51): like making your cunt throb, my love
slutstacie (12:18:29): yes, no hurry is right. the journey to get there will be so full. not even sure that's a "goal", ya know?
M (12:19:58): I know. nice to get there, exciting to see how far we can go.... but still.... don't want to bypass anything just to get there sooner...
slutstacie (12:20:16): oh, that slate top table u sent earlier - wow. i love that
M (12:21:08): yeah? :-) M2. If there was a way, i'd've bought it. You'd look Mo- good tied to it
slutstacie (12:21:37): don't want to bypass anything just to get there sooner... yes, cuz it's not a goal, ya know?
M (12:22:06): yes. something we'd like to try if/when we get there
slutstacie (12:22:34): yeah? M2. If there was a way, i'd've bought it. You'd look Mo- good tied to it - yessss :D :D would LOVE for you to tie me to it
slutstacie (12:26:32): yes. something we'd like to try if/when we get there - baby, i'm not pushing that off or anything. i just don't want it to be a goal, ya know? cuz then maybe too much focus would be on that and we have so much more to enjoy. SOOOO much more. i think one day we may just "find" that we're there, and be pleasantly surprised. ya know?
M (12:26:57): I know what you mean love
M (12:28:53): theres so much for us to do before we're even ready for that... so much pleasure for is to share, so much pain for me to give you, so much submission for you to give to me,
slutstacie (12:30:31): yes. and so much learning and so many experiences.
slutstacie (12:33:57): imagine the sex we'll have after we push each others buttons or have a disagreement :D
M (12:34:11): no kidding!
M (12:35:29): "the couch"? Or was it "in the kitchen"?
slutstacie (12:35:53): mmmm, yes. kitchen :)
slutstacie (12:37:42): i wonder what it'll feel like for you after we have a disagreement and with how strong i am you sometimes feel shut down, and then for you to be able to just come over to me and TAKE me. show me you have control over me, that you OWN me.
M (12:38:01): mmmm indescribeable
M (12:38:58): how will you feel to have been so strong and then to be -taken- with no heed or regard for you... just Me taking what is mine and using it as I see fit
M (12:40:04): the struggle in your head to be strong vs to be owned, to make your holes, your body always available for My use?
slutstacie (12:40:45): im writing that. but i writing that before you asked me whtat it'll feel like for me
M (12:40:57): :-) k
slutstacie (12:41:18): but, think i'm gonna wanna talk it instead. easier, ya know? have writtein a couple paras so far but will talk it in a few at lunch.
M (12:42:36): Ok. Trying to pee with a hard on ;-) need your hand and your mouth. you holding my cock directing my piss into your mouth
slutstacie (12:44:18): mmmmmmm, yes M
M (12:49:53): (I can't wait to wipe your shit off my cock)
M (12:50:45): (or to make you do it)
M (13:57:47): I want you so much stace... you make me crazy with lust, desire, anticipation
M (13:58:58): you also make me feel so wanted and so loved that Im alternately scared, intrigued, in awe of what it will be like to have your full attention
slutstacie (14:11:04): hi baby
M (14:11:10): hi love
slutstacie (14:11:16): mmmmmm, m2 M. said so perfectly
slutstacie (14:12:46): i feel the same way: you make me crazy with lust, desire, anticipation...ou also make me feel so wanted and so loved that Im alternately scared, intrigued, in awe of what it will be like to have you full time
M (14:15:37): Did bf fuck your ass this weekend? Or has it been a while since your anal need/hunger has been fed?
slutstacie (14:16:06): no, he didn't. cunt only
M (14:16:17): and mouth ;-)
slutstacie (14:16:27): yes
M (14:17:04): can I ask when was last time your ass was fucked? (wrote "taken" but that might mean a different answer to you)
slutstacie (14:18:36): last weekend i think. maybe a little before
M (14:19:01): when you were still sick?
M (14:19:08): what a trooper you are
M (14:19:14): and anal slut
slutstacie (14:19:25): no wait, before then
M (14:19:38): even so, it's not often enough, is it?
slutstacie (14:19:49): (i don't know time baby. when did i wear ur red shirt and skirt?)
slutstacie (14:19:56): no, not often enough
M (14:20:04): the wknd before
slutstacie (14:20:20): no often enough
M (14:20:51): did he fuck your ass in that? Or did you fuck your ass on his cock in the red?
slutstacie (14:21:21): he fucked my ass in it
M (14:21:25): :-)
M (14:21:35): home?
M (14:21:48): before going out or after?
slutstacie (14:22:54): after i think (i don't really remember baby)
M (14:23:24): I hope I fuck your ass often enough to keep it happy
slutstacie (14:23:36): m2
slutstacie (14:23:40): i'm sure u will
slutstacie (14:24:02): i think u like fucking my ass as muhc as i like having it fucked.
M (14:24:51): well, I know I'll love fucking it.... but "as much" as you like getting assfucked? dunno baby.... you REALLY love it
M (14:24:55): Don't you?
slutstacie (14:25:21): so u don't like it a lot?
M (14:25:37): ??? I LOVE IT !!!
slutstacie (14:26:07): yes, i really love it
M (14:27:44): I can't wait... CAN'T WAIT to fuck your ass my love... CAN'T WAIT. can't wait to stretch your asshole with my cock.. fuck your ass with just the first couple of inches of my cock... plunge hard into you... roll you over, put your legs over my shoulder and fuck it again
slutstacie (14:28:11): mmm, m2
M (14:31:14): I want to lick, finger, fuck, stretch, fist your asshole love. Do you know that? I want to put things in it. I want to have two cocks in your ass at re same time. I want 3 or 4 or 5 of us to take turns fucking only your ass - a couple minutes of striking your ass then "next" and repeat.... I want entire weekends of ONLY fucking your ass baby... I want to fuck your asshole hard, then grab your hair and make you suck me clean just so I can fuck your ass again and make you suck me clean again
M (14:31:56): I WANT YOUR ASSHOLE STRETCHED AROUND MY COCK
slutstacie (14:32:35): mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. m2. ALL of that
M (14:32:52): I want to rape your ass, to take it so hard you scream in pain, cry, shriek, struggle to get away from it... I want to make you cum repeatedly from fucking our ass
slutstacie (14:32:53): I want to fuck your asshole hard, then grab your hair and make you suck me clean just so I can fuck your ass again and make you suck me clean again - g-d yes.
M (14:34:12): you love that, don't you?
M (14:37:23): I'll bet you love knowing that the cock that's going into your mouth just came out of your ass.... I'll bet you love it (and your cunt even twitches) when you see, as you're opening your mouth to suck on that cock, that it's a little dirty... but that you're such a slut and especially an assMlut, that it just makes you hotter...
slutstacie (14:37:51): oh g-d M, yes - i want that. i want you to rape my ass and make me struggle and cry and scream in pain. will you feel the power u have as i try to struggle and get away from the pain but can't and i continue to scream and cry as you continue to hold me there brutally taking my ass?
M (14:38:17): oh yes, baby... oh g-d yes
M (14:38:53): mmmm brutally taking your ass .... yesyesyes
M (14:39:59): I'd like to rape and fuck your ass so hard that you continue to cry and son the whole time... even when your body belies your pain and shakes in orgasm
slutstacie (14:40:11): good. i want you to feel the power you have over me. and i want it to wash over you again, even after you already have me held down, but when i struggle but can't get away, i want you to be overcome with the feelings of power again as you impale my ass and hear me scream
M (14:40:35): mmm impale your ass .... yes
slutstacie (14:41:28): mmmmm, yes baby. YES. i'll sob the whole time from the pain and force and brutality of you raping my ass even while my trembles from cumming over and over again
M (14:41:57): that will be a tremendous rush of power.... followed by even more power as, after I pull out and tell you I'm done, that you get down on your knees, still crying and sobbing, and start licking me clean, thanking me
slutstacie (14:42:29): that you get down on your knees, still crying and sobbing, and start licking me clean, thanking me...
- mmmmmmm yes baby. yes.
slutstacie (14:43:09): i WILL thank you. even while still sobbing, i will thank you
M (14:43:14): :-)
slutstacie (14:43:49): i NEED you to rape my ass M, to take me brutally like that, to hurt me, to control me, to make me sob.
slutstacie (14:43:53): do you need that too?
M (14:43:57): yes. and the next day, every time you feel the pain in our ass, you'll remember how your Master, Owner, lover took your ass
slutstacie (14:44:41): oh yes, it will be a sweet reminder that i am owned and my Master/Owner/lover took my ass
M (14:45:01): I -DO- love... g-d, I do.... I want, WANT to hurt you by fucking your ass... WANT to hear your cries, screms, sobs and cums
slutstacie (14:45:19): :) good, cuz i need that
M (14:45:22): I can't wait
M (14:45:29): I know you do my love
M (14:46:01): your Master/Owner/lover fucked the ass that He owns
slutstacie (14:47:47): yes. that belongs to Him
M (14:49:35): are you looking forward to getting your ass fucked by me on a regular (constant) basis
M (14:49:50): I'm ready my love
slutstacie (14:54:41): gotta pottie, brb (my cunt is so wet from you brutally taking my ass). will you like to make me cum from fucking my ass like that? brb baby
M (14:57:11): oh yes my love. I can't wait to make you cum despite the pain... to show you what a slut you and your body truly are - that even with the pain, you feed on the sex of it... I also (very much) want to make you cum while you're sobbing uncontrollably from the spanking I'm giving you.... or hear you cum through your screams as I whip your back and ass
slutstacie (14:58:11): back
slutstacie (14:59:17): while you're sobbing uncontrollably from the spanking I'm giving you.... or hear you cum through your screams as I whip your back and ass - mmmm, yes M. i will feed on the pain you give me. Your pain
M (14:59:36): "back"... you get on yours, lift and spread your legs
slutstacie (14:59:55): yes Master
M (15:00:10): or maybe -I'll- get on your back
slutstacie (15:00:22): mmmmm
M (15:00:56): you're hungry for some pain right now, aren't you? Not just fucking or sex or cock.... but you want -pain-
M (15:01:13): you want to be hurt, now
slutstacie (15:04:12): yes. i want you to inflict pain on me. i want you to see and feel how wet my cunt gets with each sharp snap of your belt, or sting from your hand, or burning pain as you force my ass open with your cock
slutstacie (15:05:00): i like pain incorporated in sex. i do love pain baby. have to say i haven't experimented much pain outside of tied in to sex though
slutstacie (15:05:22): curious if i'll like/need it as much. suspect i will, but haven't had much pain in a stand alone state, know what i mean?
M (15:05:48): mmm I know that my love... and you -want/need- some now, at 405 on Monday afternoon, don't you?
M (15:05:52): nor have I
slutstacie (15:06:31): 405 monday, yes. YES
M (15:06:55): Do you know how hot those words are? "I like pain incorporated into sex"
slutstacie (15:07:17): remember that vid on the site i gave u where she had clothespins on the backs of her arms, and he flicked them off with a belt?
M (15:07:21): Do you know how hot those words are? "I like pain incorporated into sex"
slutstacie (15:07:22): g-d, that must hurt
M (15:07:30): yes :-)
slutstacie (15:07:38): Do you know how hot those words are? yeah?
M (15:12:42): baby?
M (15:13:32): how can pain be such an integral part of our sex & our love? It's so ..... strange, and yet so natural
slutstacie (15:14:24): do u know i expect u to cause me pain even when we're fucking for the first time? i can't imagine it not being a part of that, of us.
slutstacie (15:14:54): making it? hmmmm :)
M (15:14:57): no, I can't either
M (15:15:39): "and baby when it comes to love, if it's not rough it isn't fun"
M (15:16:19): yes my love... making something that will (soon, I hope) cause you pain, with my own hands
M (15:36:01): want you so much stace
M (15:40:42): Fuck me stacie. let's start. spread your legs for me, spread your ads cheeks for me, open your mouth wide. give yourself to Me.
M (15:46:54): let Me have full, unhindered access to your holes, to your body, to your pleasure and your pain.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
a work chat
this is the transcript of a chat slutstacie and I had one day. these kinds of chats are not unusual.
Me: you hogtied. Hair pulled back n tied to feet, holding head waaaay up n back. Ur at edge of conf table...your tits hanging, right in front of me
slutstacie: owwwww......mmmmmmmmm......
Me: Are you with me so far? Picture it?
slutstacie: yes.
Me: R u wet?
slutstacie: yes
Me: nipples hard?
slutstacie: getting there
Me: I know theyd be hard it you were in that position
slutstacie: yes
Me: now youre looking at me...I smile. take a nipple in each hand and squeeze ... Harder and harder
slutstacie: owww
Me: not letting up
slutstacie: owwwww. i squirm
Me: now start twisting a little.. harder
slutstacie: fuck
Me: and harder. harder. your nipples CRUSHED between my fingers. harder. crying yet? harder
slutstacie: g-d....tears no doubt.. trying not to cry
Me: I'll bet your cunt is throbbing right now, isnt it?
slutstacie: i was JUST writing that...my cunt is throbbing
Me: I'll pinch harder and harder until you do ... harder... twisting
slutstacie: gotta say, i do tend to give in quicker when it's my tits... so i'm sure i'd be crying by now
Me: now w/o letting up on the pressure, I start pulling your nipples away from your body stretching your tits by your nipples
slutstacie: mmmmmmmmmm......g-d that hurts!
Me: pulling on your tits until I move your whole body.. now I release all pressure.. I move quickly to ur desk then come back.. your eyes are WIDE when you see what I have in my hand.. love the tears dripping from you.. know what i have?
slutstacie: metal binder clips?
Me: a wooden ruler
slutstacie: ah....oh no
Me: I hold one end, pull back the other and let it smack right across a nip.. SMACK.. then the other one.. SMACK SMACK SMACK
slutstacie: ouch, i try to wiggle away
Me: -right- on your nipples one after the other you're hogtied, cunt
slutstacie: oww baby
Me: you're probably screaming and bawling by now
slutstacie: yes, no doubt
Me: now I take the ruler and instead of just hitting your NIPS I hot all across your tits. Top bottom sides now 4 extra hard hits right on each nipple
slutstacie: OUCH
Me: then I drop the ruler and grab your nips and SQUEEZE, twist and pull. HARD.. then I let go. Give you 20 secs to catch ur breath
slutstacie: ouch...fuck!!! i'm screaming loudly and constantly crying
Me: til u stop sobbing. know what's next?
slutstacie: no
Me: ur tits are hanging. now I slap them side to side with my hands, almost punching bag style, but slapping them side to side
slutstacie: slapping them? that's what i guessed
Me: yes. Open palm. every once in a while I stop and squeeze hard on a nipple
slutstacie: amazing that during all this pain you're inflicting on my tits that my cunt is dripping wet
Me: probably running down ur thighs and onto the table... slut
slutstacie: yes
Me: one hard slap on each -cheek-... That makes ur eyes -wide- in shock
slutstacie: yes!
Me: grab your hair, unhook from hogtie, push hard on your back flattening your tits under you against the table pushing hard on your back
slutstacie: ouch
Me: then lift your head by your hair, slap you right across the face and shove my dock into your mouth,
slutstacie: mmmmmmmmm
Me: forcing it all the way into your throat, till I cut off ur air so not only can u not breathe but uv been crying and gasping and now u get NONE
slutstacie: i panic...wonder if you know how much air i -really- have
Me: Slut? I don't care
slutstacie: i know
Me: as u wriggle around, I pull out of your throat, slap u again, turn ur head to the side and alam your face onto the table.. slam
slutstacie: ouch!
Me: One hand hard on the side of ur face, pushing down hard then I pull ur mouth open and fuck your face
slutstacie: mmmmm
Me: sound like ur kind of fun?
slutstacie: yes. how about you? you enjoy giving me pain? making me sob? holding me down and using my face?
Me: Oh yes. Want me to beat you?
slutstacie: yes. very much so
Me: mmm "holding you down and using your face" yum
slutstacie: my cunt is throbbing M
Me: and soaking wet I'm sure
slutstacie: at the thought of you beating me. using me. helpless left for you to do whatever you please. yes
Me: metal binder clips. Gotta remember that
slutstacie: hehe. FUCK. i shouldn't guess anymore baby, they hurt so much though. no springs like clothespins, ya know? i know....good
Me: I imagine you know exactly how they feel but isnt that -why- you like them? Coz they hurt so much? you'll like what I bought you
Me: i know how they feel because i tried them on myself once. never been used on me by someone else
Me: When? Tell me about it?
slutstacie: it was awhile ago... i think after you were gone one of the times, when i found out you owned her and were living that life. i was doing research, found some sites, was kinda testing myself to see what i could take and what it felt like
Me: and? (just sent u email - go look)
slutstacie: k. fuck baby, you're hard! -that- made my cunt wet. and my mouth water.
Me: now tell me about the clips.
slutstacie: ok
Me: Where, how long, how it felt, how much pain, how much you loved the pain then down on your knees slut and suck my cock until I tell you to stop
slutstacie: i was in my office, tried pinching my nipples but always stopped myself when it hurt too much. i've used the clothespins before but saw the binder clips somewhere and wanted to see how much i could take so i opened my drawer and pulled out a binder clip, and clamped it onto my left tit. fuck, it hurt SO much so i pulled it off but then, tried it again on my right one, telling myself i'd leave it on. my cunt was so wet even after the first throb of pain from the left one
Me: big clip or small one?
slutstacie: small one
Me: keep going
slutstacie: so i clamped it to my right tit and made myself leave it on. the pain was excruciating. i got up and walked around to try to walk it off
Me: walked with it on? How long did u leave it on?
slutstacie: but told myself i'd leave it on for at least a minute. so i did. and went to take it off and as i touched it, thats when the real pain set in. yeah, in my office, just stood up and kinda moved around trying to make myself not take it off, ya know?
Me: Hehe. That's the kicker, isnt it? As much as it hurts when on, taking it off hurts too! did u cum from the pain? Beat off?
slutstacie: yes, it does hurt taking it off. differently and sometimes more.
Me: bet ur cunt was -dripping-
slutstacie: when i touched it and felt the surge of pain, i kept it on and yes i did beat off and cum. yes, my cunt was soaked
Me: -hard- I'll bet
slutstacie: yes
Me: slut. Pain slut. I want to hurt you
slutstacie: yes, i am. i want you to hurt me baby.
Me: cause you real pain
slutstacie: i want you to break me. i mean, really break me
Me: I will. You're gonna push my limits. But I'm hard thinking about what I can do to you you'll be constantly bruised, you know that?
slutstacie: baby? you're gonna push -my- limits. i haven't done a lot although you think i have. i want us to push each other's limits
Me: after bf, no limits and no restrictions on marking you
slutstacie: yes, no restrictions. other than disfigurement/scars.
Me: yes. Nothing permanent.
slutstacie: baby, your cock looks so fucking good. so delicious.
Me: Want it?
slutstacie: yes. i want to take it on my own, worship it. and i want you to force feed it to me. force it into my (Your) ass, cunt, mouth.
Me: mmmm force feed like that
slutstacie: yeah, me too. can't wait to feel your hands on my head , pulling my hair as you force my mouth ALL THE WAY onto your cock and hold me there
Me: what are you wearing?
slutstacie: jeans and a shirt
Me: feel u struggle to breathe
slutstacie: mmm, yes
Me: tight jeans?
slutstacie: not very
Me: will u do something for me?
slutstacie: ok
Me: What do you have there that's cock sized or a lil smaller? bottle?
slutstacie: no bottle except a .5ltr one. is that smaller than cock size?
(we had a phone call about her fucking herself on the bottle)
Me: imagine getting a crop on your back while I'm taking your ass
slutstacie: mmmmmmmmmmm.....fuck
Me: so much to do slutstacie
slutstacie: yes, i know
Me: been thinking about fisting your ass
slutstacie: yeah?
Me: want to -play- with your ass, your cunt
slutstacie: mmm....
Me: your mouth
slutstacie: mmmmmm
Me: wonder if I can have one fist in ur cunt and one in ur ass
slutstacie: i think i've seen a pic of that somewhere... i'm sure it's possible (and g-d baby.....)
Me: take some time that's for sure... Start with ur cunt, get u stretched wide then start on ur asshole. have to keep going back to ur cunt to keep it stretched
slutstacie: re: time - no doubt. start with ur cunt, get u stretched wide.... stretched wide, i love that. yes
Me: then back to ur ass, get another finger in, then fuck your cunt with my hand, then work another knuckle into ur asshole
slutstacie: mmmmm, g-d i love that. i love my cunt fucked by your hand
Me: then handfuck ur cunt again
slutstacie: mmmm, yeah. lots of time, back and forth
Me: finally ur ass opens up all the way... My whole hand slides in... using u like a toy of -mine-.. tie your legs spread wide pulled up
slutstacie: finally ur ass opens up all the way... My whole hand slides in - mmmm g-d
Me: wonder how far in I can slide my arm?
slutstacie: using u like a toy of -mine- - yes baby. i want to be your toy. to play with. to experiment with. to use
Me: Middle of my forearm?
slutstacie: tie your legs spread wide...pulled up - yes
Me: to experiment -on- n play with
slutstacie: i don't know, maybe. can't wait to find out
Me: middle of my forearm is about as wide as my fist
slutstacie: yes, exeperiment -on-. exactly what i meant
Me: wonder how that'll feel? As you feel my hand in ur ass? get ur ass loose enough that I can actually stroke my hand in and out
slutstacie: amazingly full
Me: until finally...
slutstacie: mmmm, yes. you stick your whole head inside? (hhehe)
Me: up to my wrist in ur cunt, past my wrist in ur ass.. what a picture that will make!
slutstacie: i was just thinking that, about the picture of it all. would look amazing in black and white, ya know?
Me: yes!
slutstacie: would love to have those pictures around, displayed.
Me: then a pic of ur holes right after I pull my hands out
slutstacie: YES!
Me: on ur desk at work? Credenza?
slutstacie: actually, i was thinking about them on the walls of our home
Me: Slip in some good fuck pics into ur frames, see if they notice
slutstacie: hehe
Me: our home.. Slut? i noticed that!
Me: slut?
slutstacie: yes?
Me: go take the pics of u shoving things into ur cunt right now. And I want to see the shiny wetness and do not put ur panties back on
slutstacie: i don't have a way to take pics, and won't until this afternoon cuz bf has my phone and is bringing it to me. and... i don't have any other phone here or camera. but i will do it after he drops my phone off later
Me: love the thought that ur going to suck a cock for me. Wish u would get a pic of u with his cock in ur mouth. One pic with just the head so I could see ur eyes, another with him balls deep in ur throat
slutstacie: ok, i'll try to get pics of it for you
Me: Yeah?
slutstacie: yeah. i have to try to come up with a reason to take pics though, in that situation ya know? any ideas? (other than to give to my Master)
Me: that one might not fly
slutstacie: yeah, i didn't think so. maybe.. so i could show M what i look like with a cock in my mouth?
Me: coz he's got the phone right there? Spur of the moment?
slutstacie: maybe, i can try that.
Me: that one might work. would LOVE to see that. U sucking cock. Mmmmm
slutstacie: i'll do what i can. want to show you what you'll be seeing a lot of. me with cock in my mouth
Me: can't wait to see that. Especially with -my- cock in ur mouth
slutstacie: yes, that's what i was thinking about. YOUR cock in my mouth. but didn't make sense when talking about a pic of me & bf
Me: u n bf's cock... love that ur a slut
slutstacie: i am baby. will u help me be the slut that i truly am?
Me: y
slutstacie: did that bother u?
Me: No!!!
Me: will u be disappointed if u don't get new cock every week?
slutstacie: no!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me: u sure? Might not even be every month
slutstacie: i told u...i dont need anyone but u
Me: u might have to settle for me
slutstacie: i would be happpy w/ JUST you
slutstacie: REALLY. do u believe me?
Me: y..brb. Tell me something slutty you want to do that you've never told me or anyone before
slutstacie: k.. i'm thinking btw it's hard to think of something u don't know, cuz we've talked about a lot of stuff. but i'm trying
Me: back. Ok... or tell me a deep dark thing u want done to you
slutstacie: hi. ok, i have something i thought of ?last week? that JUST came back to me, of something that happend/i did when i was younger. u want that? or, just something i'd like to do.
Me: both
slutstacie: how'd i know you were gonna say that.
Me: all
slutstacie: the thing i did/happened when i was younger may be considered deep and dark on some level, so maybe it'll cover that as well
slutstacie: ok, here's something i want to do: not sure the slut factor, but...
slutstacie: i want to go to a party, where its not a swinging party, but just a regular party. ... want to try to suck/fuck as many men as i can at the party, in bathrooms, laundry rooms, in the bushes, bent over cars, in the kitchen, etc. . but only the ones in relationships (g-d, that's shitty, huh?) i think i want only them because i think any single guy would do it immediately, ya know? so it's not about causing a guy to cheat, its just that its more of a challenge and more slutty or something or more exciting i think as i'm sucking this guy out front, and we see his wife through the windows walking through the house looking for him or as i'm bent over the sink in the bathroom, some guy is fucking me, and his wife is outside knocking on the door
Me: will you do that? I imagine it'd have to be a party where we're the outsiders, ya know? slut
slutstacie: yes, we'd have to not know people. whats your thought about the married/coupled guys only? is that shitty?
Me: although, it'd be a great way to recruit guys to have on my list of cocks for when I want cocks to come over and fuck my wife I'm okay with it. In a way I like married guys coz they won't try to steal u from me, ya know? Don't mind at all sharing you, but on -my- terms
slutstacie: baby? does it bother you that it was about fucking as many guys as i can? it really has nothing to do with sucking others cocks, getting fucked by them, it's more about being a slut and the challenge or something. does that make sense?
Me: doesn't bother me at all!! I'd help by keeping the spouses occupied! Unless u wanna get caught and I'll keep the count . Maybe discreetly tell them ur out back and want to ask them something
slutstacie: i need you to know this: i would be fulfilled completely, and perfectly happy and satisfied if you were the only person who fucked me and yours was the only cock i had. do you know that?
Me: Its about being a slut. That's what u want. yes
slutstacie: hehe, no, i don't think i'd want to get the men in trouble for -our- game, ya know? yes, exactly.
Me: true. That's hurtful. I wonder if the ones who turned u down would tell me my wife propositioned them?
slutstacie: hehe, never thought of that. that would be interesting to see who did and didn't tell you, ya know?
Me: or if the ones who fucked u would tell the other guys to hit on u cuz ur easy
slutstacie: hehe...
Me: would u want them to spread the word? Or would u rather approach each guy? maybe at one party you'll make it a goal to fuck -every- guy, regardless if single or not
slutstacie: i'd rather approach each guy. but... there is another situation that would be interesting if they did spread the word and i kept being approached to be fucked and i did. puts a whole other spin on it, ya know?
Me: we could keep score
slutstacie: hehe. how disappointed in me will you be if i keep getting turned down by the married guys?
Me: Yes! Thatd be HOT
slutstacie: yes, very hot
Me: U WONT BE TURNED DOWN MUCH
slutstacie: please
Me: u just stay outside as each guy leaves u u tell them to send somebody else out. And each can choose ur mouth or ur cunt
slutstacie: hey, we have an impromptu meeting at 12:30, not sure how long but shoudn't be too bad
Me: maybe one party ul try to see how many women u can fuck. k
slutstacie: mm, yes i really want to become a proficient pussy licker. will you teach me? or would you prefer to watch as i learn and progress along the way?
Me: love to! U really love pussy don't u? both !! btw, apparently I'm pretty good at it
slutstacie: i'm sure you are. women fall in love with men for that reason alone.
Me: maybe we show up at a party separately.. I fuck u so ur cunt is wet then start telling guys that I just fucked u and that ur easy, they should try too! I'll act like I don't know u
slutstacie: so it's a good skill to have
Me: let me show u?
slutstacie: oh yeah, that's a good idea! what if i fall in love with you after you do? then you won't be able to get rid of me
Me: could do that one at a bar or club too
slutstacie: yes
Me: oh damn. want me to eat u?
slutstacie: yes
Me: u sure?
slutstacie: dunno. not sure i'm ready to fall for you that hard
Me: hehe. love to hear u tell me u love pussy
slutstacie: i do love pussy baby. i love to look up at her through her tits as i lick her cunt, one hand in my hair holding my head down, and the other on her tit
Me: Yum. ur face covered in her juices
slutstacie: i want you to watch me.
Me: m2!
slutstacie: yes... and after she cums, i walk over to you and kiss you, sharing her juices with you.
Me: I lick ur face
slutstacie: mmm, yes. that's what i imagined
Me: and then ur cunt
slutstacie: mmm, yes. i want you to fuck my ass, hard, while i'm licking her cunt
Me: how wet is ur pussy now?
slutstacie: VERY WET. r you hard?
Me: mmm.. y! wanna fuck u right now. And let the fucking turn into a beating
slutstacie: mmmmmm, yes. g-d i love that. will you beat me M?
Me: oh yes
slutstacie: yes? do you know that i need you to beat me?
Me: bend u over the conf table and push your face down HARD slamming into the table
slutstacie: do you know that i want to stand naked in front of you the day after a good beating and display the markings and bruises to you. proudly?
Me: yes!! As I touch each one
slutstacie: fuck M... g-d, why aren't we doing this RIGHT NOW?????? ... fuck baby, can't breathe. you're killing me. back in a bit.
Me: where are you slut? cunt. Let me come there and beat and fuck and use you
slutstacie: hi
Me: slut! are you there? U sucking cock or what?
slutstacie: i wish i was (sucking -your- cock)
Me: I wish I was pounding your ass
slutstacie: mmm... yes, can't wait for you to pound my ass.
(later)
Me: spread ur legs for me so I can fuck your cunt. And slap it and pinch your lips and slap ur clit
slutstacie: mmmmm.... yes M
Me: Slap ur cunt. U want that?
slutstacie: yes. very much
Me: smack ur thighs right under ur cunt... HARD
slutstacie: mmm, owwww....
Me: what are u doing?
slutstacie: sitting here with my legs spread waiting for you to slap and fuck and use me. plus, a little work
Me: are ur legs really spread?
slutstacie: yes
(later)
Me: the -perfect- day would be that I'd have the rest of the day and weekend to beat and use you however I wanted.
slutstacie: the -perfect- day would be that I'd have the rest of the day and weekend to beat and use you however I wanted. - yes
Me: slut
slutstacie: yes, i am
Me: Wonder how your day will be when, after you've sucked my cock at lunch, I tell you I'm bringing some guys over tonight coz I want to watch them fuck your cunt
slutstacie: will be very hard to concentrate from that point on
Me: yeah? Dunno why. Your role will be to be holes for them to fuck. Wanna watch them toss you around, fuck you like a toy
slutstacie: yeah, and that will be on my mind all day. every second. that you are giving me to some guys to toss me around and fuck me and use my holes as strictly a fuck toy
Me: would it be easier for you to work if I told you that you'll just be tied over the back of a chair (with cunt and mouth accesssible, of course)? Then there's no tossing or any thing. You just be there like a good cunt and get fucked
slutstacie: mmmm, i'd have to say no, that wouldn't make it any easier for me to concentrate on work. as both scenarios make my mind and body very ... alert
Me: is my cunt wet?
slutstacie: yes
Me: is my slut hungry?
slutstacie: very
Me: hungry for cock? Hungry for cum? Hungry for her master?hungry for pain? Hungry to be used?
slutstacie: mmm, yes to all. very much.
Me: legs spread?
slutstacie: they weren't because i was away from my desk. but they are now. i can run out for 5 mins now
(she runs out to get what we'd talked about during the earlier phone conversation)
slutstacie: they didn't have the aluminum cans so got reg bottle instead, but... the bowling pin one, know what i mean?
Me: yes
is that acceptable?
Me: I'm sure it'll fit in ur cunt. yes. and ur ass
slutstacie: it's a lot bigger than the aluminum can.. my ass?
Me: yes
slutstacie: not so sure. on my own?
Me: yes. how did it feel to be serving? especially knowing what you were buying and why
slutstacie: good
Me: yeah? Why? How?
slutstacie: it felt good because i was doing what you asked
Me: good. where are they now? The bottles
slutstacie: on the side of my desk, by the window
Me: are they .... whispering to you? Keep pulling, -demanding- your attention?
slutstacie: a little. that bowling pin bottle is big
Me: maybe I don't know what it is. Take a pic and send it to me. take a pic with it in your hand
Me: whacha thinking? Doing?
slutstacie: ok, now i'm thinking about the bottles you made me get and now my cunt is throbbing. what are -you- doing?
Me: letting you stew
Me: are ur legs spread?
slutstacie: yes
Me: don't u wish u were wearing a skirt and no panties?
slutstacie: yes
Me: you hogtied. Hair pulled back n tied to feet, holding head waaaay up n back. Ur at edge of conf table...your tits hanging, right in front of me
slutstacie: owwwww......mmmmmmmmm......
Me: Are you with me so far? Picture it?
slutstacie: yes.
Me: R u wet?
slutstacie: yes
Me: nipples hard?
slutstacie: getting there
Me: I know theyd be hard it you were in that position
slutstacie: yes
Me: now youre looking at me...I smile. take a nipple in each hand and squeeze ... Harder and harder
slutstacie: owww
Me: not letting up
slutstacie: owwwww. i squirm
Me: now start twisting a little.. harder
slutstacie: fuck
Me: and harder. harder. your nipples CRUSHED between my fingers. harder. crying yet? harder
slutstacie: g-d....tears no doubt.. trying not to cry
Me: I'll bet your cunt is throbbing right now, isnt it?
slutstacie: i was JUST writing that...my cunt is throbbing
Me: I'll pinch harder and harder until you do ... harder... twisting
slutstacie: gotta say, i do tend to give in quicker when it's my tits... so i'm sure i'd be crying by now
Me: now w/o letting up on the pressure, I start pulling your nipples away from your body stretching your tits by your nipples
slutstacie: mmmmmmmmmm......g-d that hurts!
Me: pulling on your tits until I move your whole body.. now I release all pressure.. I move quickly to ur desk then come back.. your eyes are WIDE when you see what I have in my hand.. love the tears dripping from you.. know what i have?
slutstacie: metal binder clips?
Me: a wooden ruler
slutstacie: ah....oh no
Me: I hold one end, pull back the other and let it smack right across a nip.. SMACK.. then the other one.. SMACK SMACK SMACK
slutstacie: ouch, i try to wiggle away
Me: -right- on your nipples one after the other you're hogtied, cunt
slutstacie: oww baby
Me: you're probably screaming and bawling by now
slutstacie: yes, no doubt
Me: now I take the ruler and instead of just hitting your NIPS I hot all across your tits. Top bottom sides now 4 extra hard hits right on each nipple
slutstacie: OUCH
Me: then I drop the ruler and grab your nips and SQUEEZE, twist and pull. HARD.. then I let go. Give you 20 secs to catch ur breath
slutstacie: ouch...fuck!!! i'm screaming loudly and constantly crying
Me: til u stop sobbing. know what's next?
slutstacie: no
Me: ur tits are hanging. now I slap them side to side with my hands, almost punching bag style, but slapping them side to side
slutstacie: slapping them? that's what i guessed
Me: yes. Open palm. every once in a while I stop and squeeze hard on a nipple
slutstacie: amazing that during all this pain you're inflicting on my tits that my cunt is dripping wet
Me: probably running down ur thighs and onto the table... slut
slutstacie: yes
Me: one hard slap on each -cheek-... That makes ur eyes -wide- in shock
slutstacie: yes!
Me: grab your hair, unhook from hogtie, push hard on your back flattening your tits under you against the table pushing hard on your back
slutstacie: ouch
Me: then lift your head by your hair, slap you right across the face and shove my dock into your mouth,
slutstacie: mmmmmmmmm
Me: forcing it all the way into your throat, till I cut off ur air so not only can u not breathe but uv been crying and gasping and now u get NONE
slutstacie: i panic...wonder if you know how much air i -really- have
Me: Slut? I don't care
slutstacie: i know
Me: as u wriggle around, I pull out of your throat, slap u again, turn ur head to the side and alam your face onto the table.. slam
slutstacie: ouch!
Me: One hand hard on the side of ur face, pushing down hard then I pull ur mouth open and fuck your face
slutstacie: mmmmm
Me: sound like ur kind of fun?
slutstacie: yes. how about you? you enjoy giving me pain? making me sob? holding me down and using my face?
Me: Oh yes. Want me to beat you?
slutstacie: yes. very much so
Me: mmm "holding you down and using your face" yum
slutstacie: my cunt is throbbing M
Me: and soaking wet I'm sure
slutstacie: at the thought of you beating me. using me. helpless left for you to do whatever you please. yes
Me: metal binder clips. Gotta remember that
slutstacie: hehe. FUCK. i shouldn't guess anymore baby, they hurt so much though. no springs like clothespins, ya know? i know....good
Me: I imagine you know exactly how they feel but isnt that -why- you like them? Coz they hurt so much? you'll like what I bought you
Me: i know how they feel because i tried them on myself once. never been used on me by someone else
Me: When? Tell me about it?
slutstacie: it was awhile ago... i think after you were gone one of the times, when i found out you owned her and were living that life. i was doing research, found some sites, was kinda testing myself to see what i could take and what it felt like
Me: and? (just sent u email - go look)
slutstacie: k. fuck baby, you're hard! -that- made my cunt wet. and my mouth water.
Me: now tell me about the clips.
slutstacie: ok
Me: Where, how long, how it felt, how much pain, how much you loved the pain then down on your knees slut and suck my cock until I tell you to stop
slutstacie: i was in my office, tried pinching my nipples but always stopped myself when it hurt too much. i've used the clothespins before but saw the binder clips somewhere and wanted to see how much i could take so i opened my drawer and pulled out a binder clip, and clamped it onto my left tit. fuck, it hurt SO much so i pulled it off but then, tried it again on my right one, telling myself i'd leave it on. my cunt was so wet even after the first throb of pain from the left one
Me: big clip or small one?
slutstacie: small one
Me: keep going
slutstacie: so i clamped it to my right tit and made myself leave it on. the pain was excruciating. i got up and walked around to try to walk it off
Me: walked with it on? How long did u leave it on?
slutstacie: but told myself i'd leave it on for at least a minute. so i did. and went to take it off and as i touched it, thats when the real pain set in. yeah, in my office, just stood up and kinda moved around trying to make myself not take it off, ya know?
Me: Hehe. That's the kicker, isnt it? As much as it hurts when on, taking it off hurts too! did u cum from the pain? Beat off?
slutstacie: yes, it does hurt taking it off. differently and sometimes more.
Me: bet ur cunt was -dripping-
slutstacie: when i touched it and felt the surge of pain, i kept it on and yes i did beat off and cum. yes, my cunt was soaked
Me: -hard- I'll bet
slutstacie: yes
Me: slut. Pain slut. I want to hurt you
slutstacie: yes, i am. i want you to hurt me baby.
Me: cause you real pain
slutstacie: i want you to break me. i mean, really break me
Me: I will. You're gonna push my limits. But I'm hard thinking about what I can do to you you'll be constantly bruised, you know that?
slutstacie: baby? you're gonna push -my- limits. i haven't done a lot although you think i have. i want us to push each other's limits
Me: after bf, no limits and no restrictions on marking you
slutstacie: yes, no restrictions. other than disfigurement/scars.
Me: yes. Nothing permanent.
slutstacie: baby, your cock looks so fucking good. so delicious.
Me: Want it?
slutstacie: yes. i want to take it on my own, worship it. and i want you to force feed it to me. force it into my (Your) ass, cunt, mouth.
Me: mmmm force feed like that
slutstacie: yeah, me too. can't wait to feel your hands on my head , pulling my hair as you force my mouth ALL THE WAY onto your cock and hold me there
Me: what are you wearing?
slutstacie: jeans and a shirt
Me: feel u struggle to breathe
slutstacie: mmm, yes
Me: tight jeans?
slutstacie: not very
Me: will u do something for me?
slutstacie: ok
Me: What do you have there that's cock sized or a lil smaller? bottle?
slutstacie: no bottle except a .5ltr one. is that smaller than cock size?
(we had a phone call about her fucking herself on the bottle)
Me: imagine getting a crop on your back while I'm taking your ass
slutstacie: mmmmmmmmmmm.....fuck
Me: so much to do slutstacie
slutstacie: yes, i know
Me: been thinking about fisting your ass
slutstacie: yeah?
Me: want to -play- with your ass, your cunt
slutstacie: mmm....
Me: your mouth
slutstacie: mmmmmm
Me: wonder if I can have one fist in ur cunt and one in ur ass
slutstacie: i think i've seen a pic of that somewhere... i'm sure it's possible (and g-d baby.....)
Me: take some time that's for sure... Start with ur cunt, get u stretched wide then start on ur asshole. have to keep going back to ur cunt to keep it stretched
slutstacie: re: time - no doubt. start with ur cunt, get u stretched wide.... stretched wide, i love that. yes
Me: then back to ur ass, get another finger in, then fuck your cunt with my hand, then work another knuckle into ur asshole
slutstacie: mmmmm, g-d i love that. i love my cunt fucked by your hand
Me: then handfuck ur cunt again
slutstacie: mmmm, yeah. lots of time, back and forth
Me: finally ur ass opens up all the way... My whole hand slides in... using u like a toy of -mine-.. tie your legs spread wide pulled up
slutstacie: finally ur ass opens up all the way... My whole hand slides in - mmmm g-d
Me: wonder how far in I can slide my arm?
slutstacie: using u like a toy of -mine- - yes baby. i want to be your toy. to play with. to experiment with. to use
Me: Middle of my forearm?
slutstacie: tie your legs spread wide...pulled up - yes
Me: to experiment -on- n play with
slutstacie: i don't know, maybe. can't wait to find out
Me: middle of my forearm is about as wide as my fist
slutstacie: yes, exeperiment -on-. exactly what i meant
Me: wonder how that'll feel? As you feel my hand in ur ass? get ur ass loose enough that I can actually stroke my hand in and out
slutstacie: amazingly full
Me: until finally...
slutstacie: mmmm, yes. you stick your whole head inside? (hhehe)
Me: up to my wrist in ur cunt, past my wrist in ur ass.. what a picture that will make!
slutstacie: i was just thinking that, about the picture of it all. would look amazing in black and white, ya know?
Me: yes!
slutstacie: would love to have those pictures around, displayed.
Me: then a pic of ur holes right after I pull my hands out
slutstacie: YES!
Me: on ur desk at work? Credenza?
slutstacie: actually, i was thinking about them on the walls of our home
Me: Slip in some good fuck pics into ur frames, see if they notice
slutstacie: hehe
Me: our home.. Slut? i noticed that!
Me: slut?
slutstacie: yes?
Me: go take the pics of u shoving things into ur cunt right now. And I want to see the shiny wetness and do not put ur panties back on
slutstacie: i don't have a way to take pics, and won't until this afternoon cuz bf has my phone and is bringing it to me. and... i don't have any other phone here or camera. but i will do it after he drops my phone off later
Me: love the thought that ur going to suck a cock for me. Wish u would get a pic of u with his cock in ur mouth. One pic with just the head so I could see ur eyes, another with him balls deep in ur throat
slutstacie: ok, i'll try to get pics of it for you
Me: Yeah?
slutstacie: yeah. i have to try to come up with a reason to take pics though, in that situation ya know? any ideas? (other than to give to my Master)
Me: that one might not fly
slutstacie: yeah, i didn't think so. maybe.. so i could show M what i look like with a cock in my mouth?
Me: coz he's got the phone right there? Spur of the moment?
slutstacie: maybe, i can try that.
Me: that one might work. would LOVE to see that. U sucking cock. Mmmmm
slutstacie: i'll do what i can. want to show you what you'll be seeing a lot of. me with cock in my mouth
Me: can't wait to see that. Especially with -my- cock in ur mouth
slutstacie: yes, that's what i was thinking about. YOUR cock in my mouth. but didn't make sense when talking about a pic of me & bf
Me: u n bf's cock... love that ur a slut
slutstacie: i am baby. will u help me be the slut that i truly am?
Me: y
slutstacie: did that bother u?
Me: No!!!
Me: will u be disappointed if u don't get new cock every week?
slutstacie: no!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me: u sure? Might not even be every month
slutstacie: i told u...i dont need anyone but u
Me: u might have to settle for me
slutstacie: i would be happpy w/ JUST you
slutstacie: REALLY. do u believe me?
Me: y..brb. Tell me something slutty you want to do that you've never told me or anyone before
slutstacie: k.. i'm thinking btw it's hard to think of something u don't know, cuz we've talked about a lot of stuff. but i'm trying
Me: back. Ok... or tell me a deep dark thing u want done to you
slutstacie: hi. ok, i have something i thought of ?last week? that JUST came back to me, of something that happend/i did when i was younger. u want that? or, just something i'd like to do.
Me: both
slutstacie: how'd i know you were gonna say that.
Me: all
slutstacie: the thing i did/happened when i was younger may be considered deep and dark on some level, so maybe it'll cover that as well
slutstacie: ok, here's something i want to do: not sure the slut factor, but...
slutstacie: i want to go to a party, where its not a swinging party, but just a regular party. ... want to try to suck/fuck as many men as i can at the party, in bathrooms, laundry rooms, in the bushes, bent over cars, in the kitchen, etc. . but only the ones in relationships (g-d, that's shitty, huh?) i think i want only them because i think any single guy would do it immediately, ya know? so it's not about causing a guy to cheat, its just that its more of a challenge and more slutty or something or more exciting i think as i'm sucking this guy out front, and we see his wife through the windows walking through the house looking for him or as i'm bent over the sink in the bathroom, some guy is fucking me, and his wife is outside knocking on the door
Me: will you do that? I imagine it'd have to be a party where we're the outsiders, ya know? slut
slutstacie: yes, we'd have to not know people. whats your thought about the married/coupled guys only? is that shitty?
Me: although, it'd be a great way to recruit guys to have on my list of cocks for when I want cocks to come over and fuck my wife I'm okay with it. In a way I like married guys coz they won't try to steal u from me, ya know? Don't mind at all sharing you, but on -my- terms
slutstacie: baby? does it bother you that it was about fucking as many guys as i can? it really has nothing to do with sucking others cocks, getting fucked by them, it's more about being a slut and the challenge or something. does that make sense?
Me: doesn't bother me at all!! I'd help by keeping the spouses occupied! Unless u wanna get caught and I'll keep the count . Maybe discreetly tell them ur out back and want to ask them something
slutstacie: i need you to know this: i would be fulfilled completely, and perfectly happy and satisfied if you were the only person who fucked me and yours was the only cock i had. do you know that?
Me: Its about being a slut. That's what u want. yes
slutstacie: hehe, no, i don't think i'd want to get the men in trouble for -our- game, ya know? yes, exactly.
Me: true. That's hurtful. I wonder if the ones who turned u down would tell me my wife propositioned them?
slutstacie: hehe, never thought of that. that would be interesting to see who did and didn't tell you, ya know?
Me: or if the ones who fucked u would tell the other guys to hit on u cuz ur easy
slutstacie: hehe...
Me: would u want them to spread the word? Or would u rather approach each guy? maybe at one party you'll make it a goal to fuck -every- guy, regardless if single or not
slutstacie: i'd rather approach each guy. but... there is another situation that would be interesting if they did spread the word and i kept being approached to be fucked and i did. puts a whole other spin on it, ya know?
Me: we could keep score
slutstacie: hehe. how disappointed in me will you be if i keep getting turned down by the married guys?
Me: Yes! Thatd be HOT
slutstacie: yes, very hot
Me: U WONT BE TURNED DOWN MUCH
slutstacie: please
Me: u just stay outside as each guy leaves u u tell them to send somebody else out. And each can choose ur mouth or ur cunt
slutstacie: hey, we have an impromptu meeting at 12:30, not sure how long but shoudn't be too bad
Me: maybe one party ul try to see how many women u can fuck. k
slutstacie: mm, yes i really want to become a proficient pussy licker. will you teach me? or would you prefer to watch as i learn and progress along the way?
Me: love to! U really love pussy don't u? both !! btw, apparently I'm pretty good at it
slutstacie: i'm sure you are. women fall in love with men for that reason alone.
Me: maybe we show up at a party separately.. I fuck u so ur cunt is wet then start telling guys that I just fucked u and that ur easy, they should try too! I'll act like I don't know u
slutstacie: so it's a good skill to have
Me: let me show u?
slutstacie: oh yeah, that's a good idea! what if i fall in love with you after you do? then you won't be able to get rid of me
Me: could do that one at a bar or club too
slutstacie: yes
Me: oh damn. want me to eat u?
slutstacie: yes
Me: u sure?
slutstacie: dunno. not sure i'm ready to fall for you that hard
Me: hehe. love to hear u tell me u love pussy
slutstacie: i do love pussy baby. i love to look up at her through her tits as i lick her cunt, one hand in my hair holding my head down, and the other on her tit
Me: Yum. ur face covered in her juices
slutstacie: i want you to watch me.
Me: m2!
slutstacie: yes... and after she cums, i walk over to you and kiss you, sharing her juices with you.
Me: I lick ur face
slutstacie: mmm, yes. that's what i imagined
Me: and then ur cunt
slutstacie: mmm, yes. i want you to fuck my ass, hard, while i'm licking her cunt
Me: how wet is ur pussy now?
slutstacie: VERY WET. r you hard?
Me: mmm.. y! wanna fuck u right now. And let the fucking turn into a beating
slutstacie: mmmmmm, yes. g-d i love that. will you beat me M?
Me: oh yes
slutstacie: yes? do you know that i need you to beat me?
Me: bend u over the conf table and push your face down HARD slamming into the table
slutstacie: do you know that i want to stand naked in front of you the day after a good beating and display the markings and bruises to you. proudly?
Me: yes!! As I touch each one
slutstacie: fuck M... g-d, why aren't we doing this RIGHT NOW?????? ... fuck baby, can't breathe. you're killing me. back in a bit.
Me: where are you slut? cunt. Let me come there and beat and fuck and use you
slutstacie: hi
Me: slut! are you there? U sucking cock or what?
slutstacie: i wish i was (sucking -your- cock)
Me: I wish I was pounding your ass
slutstacie: mmm... yes, can't wait for you to pound my ass.
(later)
Me: spread ur legs for me so I can fuck your cunt. And slap it and pinch your lips and slap ur clit
slutstacie: mmmmm.... yes M
Me: Slap ur cunt. U want that?
slutstacie: yes. very much
Me: smack ur thighs right under ur cunt... HARD
slutstacie: mmm, owwww....
Me: what are u doing?
slutstacie: sitting here with my legs spread waiting for you to slap and fuck and use me. plus, a little work
Me: are ur legs really spread?
slutstacie: yes
(later)
Me: the -perfect- day would be that I'd have the rest of the day and weekend to beat and use you however I wanted.
slutstacie: the -perfect- day would be that I'd have the rest of the day and weekend to beat and use you however I wanted. - yes
Me: slut
slutstacie: yes, i am
Me: Wonder how your day will be when, after you've sucked my cock at lunch, I tell you I'm bringing some guys over tonight coz I want to watch them fuck your cunt
slutstacie: will be very hard to concentrate from that point on
Me: yeah? Dunno why. Your role will be to be holes for them to fuck. Wanna watch them toss you around, fuck you like a toy
slutstacie: yeah, and that will be on my mind all day. every second. that you are giving me to some guys to toss me around and fuck me and use my holes as strictly a fuck toy
Me: would it be easier for you to work if I told you that you'll just be tied over the back of a chair (with cunt and mouth accesssible, of course)? Then there's no tossing or any thing. You just be there like a good cunt and get fucked
slutstacie: mmmm, i'd have to say no, that wouldn't make it any easier for me to concentrate on work. as both scenarios make my mind and body very ... alert
Me: is my cunt wet?
slutstacie: yes
Me: is my slut hungry?
slutstacie: very
Me: hungry for cock? Hungry for cum? Hungry for her master?hungry for pain? Hungry to be used?
slutstacie: mmm, yes to all. very much.
Me: legs spread?
slutstacie: they weren't because i was away from my desk. but they are now. i can run out for 5 mins now
(she runs out to get what we'd talked about during the earlier phone conversation)
slutstacie: they didn't have the aluminum cans so got reg bottle instead, but... the bowling pin one, know what i mean?
Me: yes
is that acceptable?
Me: I'm sure it'll fit in ur cunt. yes. and ur ass
slutstacie: it's a lot bigger than the aluminum can.. my ass?
Me: yes
slutstacie: not so sure. on my own?
Me: yes. how did it feel to be serving? especially knowing what you were buying and why
slutstacie: good
Me: yeah? Why? How?
slutstacie: it felt good because i was doing what you asked
Me: good. where are they now? The bottles
slutstacie: on the side of my desk, by the window
Me: are they .... whispering to you? Keep pulling, -demanding- your attention?
slutstacie: a little. that bowling pin bottle is big
Me: maybe I don't know what it is. Take a pic and send it to me. take a pic with it in your hand
Me: whacha thinking? Doing?
slutstacie: ok, now i'm thinking about the bottles you made me get and now my cunt is throbbing. what are -you- doing?
Me: letting you stew
Me: are ur legs spread?
slutstacie: yes
Me: don't u wish u were wearing a skirt and no panties?
slutstacie: yes
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